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2009-12-23T22:09:00.002+08:00

ARIS LOVE AYU!!!!!

sucks to be like this..

2009-11-28T21:26:00.002+08:00

i must admit, it's hard being injured.. not so much of the pain but more so cos simple daily tasks just seems difficult.. aaaarrrghhh!!!! so frustrating when it's hard to brush teeth, shave n shower.. and also frustrating when u need help to do certain things that u normally have no problems with... haizz... i feel so helpless and useless....

after mum helped me dress my wounds(which hurt a lot,haha), went to meet baby n family for our outing to the prawning centre.. had to take the bus and train there.. haizzz...i must say it sure does feel weird taking the public tranport after a long time..hahah.. but ok la.. not too bad..

went prawning as planned... it rained a bit but i must say today was not as fruitful as the other day although baby caught one huge ass prawn.. looked more like a lobster though!! hahah.. i think we caught the same number of prawns as the other day although we had like 3 hours as compared to 1 the other day.. and we had like 3 rods.. what a sucky prawning day today.. and i think adli didn't get any.. hahahah.. kesian dier...

after that, went to jurong point to eat nasi ayam penyet.. lesson learnt from last time, don't buy the udang.. bukan udang besar.. tapi udang kecik2.. cam udang goreng sayur.. wth right??? so bought the LELE.. so much better.. kenyang seh!! hahah.. now, my hand still smells of the sambal belacan.. SHIOK!!!

anyway baby, today was a draw.. ur giant prawn still counts as satu je.. so kite even.. hahahaha.. next time kite fight lagi k???!!!

but i must say today was fun even with ibu ard and me being semi-handicapped!!hahah.. next time leh ajak ibu klua lagi!! or maybe mummy pulak!! hahah

ARIS LOVES AYU!!!!

prawning!!!

2009-11-25T20:00:00.004+08:00

today was fun!

went to collect baby's passport first in the morning.. had a funny experience at the carpark today! parking was so difficult.. carpark was full.. then there were two cars n their drivers were like arguing over a lot.. then while they were arguing, i just drove into the lot n parked my car.. hahahah.. nasib baik kreta kecik!!!! n the drivers just drove off.. didn't even confront me.. maybe it was a good thing.. i helped them settle their problem.. hahah

then went up to collect passport.. ingat cepat.. it was 1 freaking hour la the wait!! but the collection itself was a fast one.. what the hell right??? then wanted to ask about IC replacement but ended up making a new one also.. skg gamba da hensem!! baby punye pun da lawa!! yey!!!it was quite fast..faster than collecting passport.. hahah

went to eat at beach road also.. cos adek nk mkn tulang.. pelik budak kecik tu.. sampi merah2 tangan budak kecik tu.. apparently she likes the bone marrow/som-som.. haha..tapi abes baju putih aku.. ade tanda merah merah.. haiz.. then after that, we were bored n didn't know what to do.. then baby suggested prawning!!a good one!!

we just went prawning for 1 hour and we caught like 7 prawns.. not bad for first timers!! it was so much fun!! and guess what?? baby's whole family wants to do it this sat.. even her granny!! so exciting.. and we can have our challenge this saturday.. confirm i menang syg!! hahahah.. can't wait for this sat!!

anyway baby, i had fun today and thanks dear!!!to more fun fun outings together!!

let's go swimming, bowling, karaoke, sentosa, jogging, flyer,shopping, trips and all the fun and thrilling stuff baby!!!

ARIS LOVE AYU!!!!

SILLY ME! =P

2009-10-27T18:41:00.002+08:00

Well who cares ryte?

Im loving all the attentions I got from you, you and you! Period!
Well, GFs more outing please. wait! more crazy outing please!! I am in need of that. THE SCREAMO outings please!! =))

Im in LOVE with this malay song! (JANGAN NAKAL) I think he sang that song esp for me seh.. mangkok nyerr!!

Im happy happy happy, but bf is always away. GREAT ryte?

P.S Im still not over you!

2009-10-22T19:50:00.003+08:00

i've typed alot and thanks shims! you forced me to delete tha post. =D

mood swings? idk!

2009-10-20T21:53:00.002+08:00

wow, last post was what? march school holidays? yucks!

well, airis hav been doing great till this very moment. but this freaking ayu is such a dumbass. =p

btw, my bf was late due to him loosing his bike keys, another dumbass. we made good couple.

well, true enough i was 5 minutes late for work. =p and the reason i gave to my senior, i had diarrhea. well, its true though! went to the toilet a few times in the morning to you-know-what! idk!

can't wait for the school holiday!!! =D

i miss gfs!!

i want to play painballs!

i want to jog my ass off!

i want to swim!

i want to go to Sentosa!

i want you so much!

2009-04-23T21:26:00.000+08:00

Gue bizy banget deh babes.....=P

hello sunshines. goodbye less then a week holiday.

2009-03-19T21:38:00.002+08:00

it's been awhile people. well hello again. We're still here as lazy as can be.

I'm on school holidays. eh ended already. went on course send by PCF today. And tomorrow, report to work. haiya. i'm still in my holiday mood. how?

well what i've been through so far, 1st sem over 2nd sem coming right away. 23rd March that is. Been busy with projects. Alhamdulillah everything went well. =D My girls rocks! =P ouh I love my social studies group! and I love our project! =D thumbs up babes! Party this saturday? On? to that someone, get well soon! oh i care? go to hell!

stalker? yeah! sickening! thanks bf for what you've done! =D

We're moving on to the next level! and only the almighty knows what will happen next. A lot had been happening! It's for us to know and not for all of you to find out.

My children, it'll always be a happy ending. despite all the shouts and what not. Love is Gentle 1 & 2 =D BTW, no more coughing seh! Yes yes yes! thanks holiday! =D

And baby's not waking up! I've been calling him more then what? 10 times? grrrr!

Ouh I Love Pet Society. It's only during the school holidays that i can pamper myself playing games. I miss The Sims. =(

ok gd night. What is wroong with this bf of mine! Wakie wakkie! You're late for work mister!

fun filled outing with swiss gang!

2009-02-08T21:26:00.008+08:00

happy bday yan!! 1 more year to the big 1/4 CENTURY!!heh..how time really flies.. told yan that day that it feels like we just got to know a few years ago when we were abt 12 or 13.. i have to agree with nad that where have the years gone to?? it was just like a few years ago like we were in school n just thinking of having fun.. now some r married, thinking of marriage or just in a serious relationship.. but one thing for sure is that we all r still close n in contact with each other.. age is not abt the number but how u feel inside..

went for lunch at sakura with the swiss gang for lunch just now to celebrate yan's bday!! one thing that hasn't changed since we were in secondary school is that yan has a prob being early!!! hahaha..we ate till we were so full that the thought of food made me want to puke..the food was not bad but we didn't have enough time to savour all the food cos they were closing.. so we quickly finished our food n decided to go to west coast mall to chill...

when we reached west coast mall, it was kinda boring.. seriously i don think it is better than the old ginza plaza.. it was quite dead n super boring.. so we decided to go bowling...

while bowling, yan n ijan had their mini battle n i had mine with baby... hehehe.. but overall, it was fun!! can't wait for our next bowling trip.. hee.. overall, the outing was fun.. no matter what we do, we will always have a good time together.. maybe it is the bond created over the 10-11 years..heheh

ARIS LOVE AYU!!!!

fun and interesting day!!!!!

2009-01-27T10:56:00.003+08:00

yesterday was a really unique day.. it started off with a planned trip to sentosa.. picked baby up and den met up with jon at yew tee den went to vivo to take the monorail to sentosa..when we reached vivo, we decided to buy some snacks first at giant.. we bought bread, tuna, grapes, some crackers n drinks also.. den we went up to buy tickets for the monorail but we got a rude shock!!! it was so packed that the queue was super duper long!!!! it was packed with lots n lots of indian n chinese foreign workers.. so we scrapped the plan of taking the monorail n decided to take the taxi cos the queue for the bus was also as bad.. so we called a cab but when the cab arrived, the cabbie told us that the jam was very bad n that it would cost us abt $15 to just go in sentosa.. AGAIN we scrapped the plan.. so we decided to rest first at the hawke centre but on the way, we thought of taking the cable car in to sentosa.. but den AGAIN, the queue was super long..

so we scrapped the whole idea of going to sentosa altogether n decided to go to town instead.. before that, we had our branch.. when we reached town, it much much much better.. very quiet n not packed like at vivo!!!! den at town, jon suggested watching movie n we decided on 'bride wars'.. the show was funny n enjoyable...it was funny though that quite a number of chinese families were watching movies instead of going visiting their relatives..heh.. den after prayers, went to bugis to meet the swiss gang..

when we reached bugis, it was still early, so we decided to jln2 at bugis village but many shops were closed.. so we went to jln sultan.. there, met up with nad, zali, ijan, bai n adigun.. n guess wat??? we bought styrofoam planes.. those that we used to play when we were kids!!! how cool is that... den we challenged each other with our 'new toys'.. hahaha.. reminded me of my younger days.. den went for dinner at al-majlis n den sat down n talked.. den baby n jon played five stones.. n baby won.. 'Champion' seh!!! hehe.. den we played UNO!! was fun.. den as we were talking, zali got angry with something jon said n not long after, he n nad left.. was quite funny though..

overall, the day was super duper!!! we went random places, bought random stuffs n did random things..all the unplanned things was fun!! should do it again.. n thanks baby n jon for the fun-filled day!!!

i'm not trying to take sides here.. but i just have to let it out.. maybe jon said some wrong things that he shouldn't have.. maybe he hurt zali's feelings or pride.. there he was wrong..maybe zali had apoint thre.. but jon was man enough to admit it n apologise (straight in person)..so i don understand what the issue zali had last night.. what more could he ask from jon?? anyway i hope it's all ok now.. it was actually a small issue.. i just can't stop laughing till now abt the commotion last night.. heheheh

anyway cool n super duper day yesterday!! but we have to go sentosa some day. yeah....

ARIS LOVE AYU!!!!!!

happy new year!!!

2008-12-31T22:58:00.002+08:00

a happy new year to everyone n to all fellow muslims, a happy new yr to all of u too!!!

taking a look back at the yr, it was full of ups n downs.. but we all learnt from whatever happened.. like the saying goes, whatever doesn't kill u, makes u stronger!!! behind everything mesti ade hikmah dier.. insya allah... jon, i hope 2009 would be much better 4 u.. if not, u still have ur bros.. yan, hope u have finally met ur one n be happy.. nad, hope u get married soon.. haha.. n hopefully we all get to go for annother trip together.. u too baby!!!

now i'm busy with work, planning for skool n maybe a trip to LA.. heh.. the past weekend was spent with baby n adek.. went rollerblading at east coast twice.. budak kecik tu not bad jugak.. baby was not too bad either but i had to guide her along.. but it was super fun.. n she scratched me!!!! heh

did quite a bit of shopping the past month or so.. bought 3 pair of shoes.. (my mum super made noise with me) i don know why but i just like shoes.. den baby also bought quite some stuff.. haha.. now just can't wait for the new year n have a fresh start to the year.. looking forward to meeting all the swiss gang n SP dudes soon!!!

once again HAPPY NEW YEAR n MA'AL HIJRAH!!!!!

broken-hearted. thanks. =)

2008-12-20T21:36:00.002+08:00

Beyonce Knowles Lyrics
Broken-Hearted Girl Lyrics

The lyrics really strong and I can feel it. I'm feeling it. You know this is not the first time, nor the second time. I've been giving in to you and I'm tired. I'm not appreciated! I'm darn proud of u cause you manage to quit or whatever you call that, but I got the shame too cause I'm stupid! you've yet to quit.

and please tell me why, whenever we had a great fight, he will be there listening to my thoughts. YOU listen to my thoughts. but you simply choose to ignore right? I don't understand.

~~to hell with you ah! you told me you've gt bad headache, and then you go club! ASSHOLE!!~~

Fuck-ed up!

2008-12-20T15:39:00.002+08:00

Things are coming up to me slowly. and i've been keeping things to myself. How could you do this to me? The pictures, it can't be photoshoped right? You LIED! you lied to me yet again. I thought you were telling me the truth. But nope, you're not. Lets see if I can shut up and pretand that nothing happen. I know you won't be reading this for now. OR you want me to go back to the playgirl me? I'm fine with that. YOU KNOW THAT I'M a DARN STUBBORN girl. and YOU KNOW I CAN GO BEYOND MY LIMITS. i don't care about limits anymore. I wanna go overboard! Don't worry It won't hurt you ok? It's only me me me and my life. who cares right?

Super fucked up! LIER!!!

And the journey begins......

2008-12-19T13:19:00.003+08:00

Im heavy on assignments, lesson plans for 2009. Alhamdulillah i've got my classes K1 Gentle 1 and K1 Gentle 2.children wise, great. mostly from 2008's Nursery. I'm worried for the new children. I'm worried for all the cries and vomiting moments. I'm worried for the 'ngau' parents. Other then that, iinsya-allah I'm all set! =D

Thank Allah for not giviing me any special child for 2009. Rest from all that I've gone through with my dearest George in 2008.

Till here then, pray for me yeah...for my health and strenght for 2009. =))

kenape mesti kene carik aku?

2008-12-11T21:07:00.002+08:00

Rimas betul! aku tak nk lah kawan dengan kau! tak faham ke? Rimas ah! kau add aku banyak kali aku rejek pon masih nak add? tak reti bahasa ke? mampos! anak murid aku lagi pandai! bengap betul lah kau!

Aku baca blog junior aku, baru dpt tau pasal ape jadi dulu, menyesal eh berbual dengan kau! kalau aku tau jadi macam gini aku tak nk tengok pon muke kau lah! padan dengan muke kau kene kutuk dengan aku kan? bilang las orang kau suke aku lagi bilang ah! bilang ah aku lagi kau masih 'sayangkan aku' nak muntah ok? bilang lagi dekat aku kau tunggu aku walau ape pon! eh dengar sini eh! aku nak muntah kedarah seh dengar! kau dah kenape? dah buang tebiat ke?

Boleh pergi jalan ah! aku Rimas! tolong jagan ganggu aku lagi boleh?

jogging anyone???

2008-12-09T22:44:00.002+08:00

foooh!!! this blog is so dusty!!! time for some clean up...

recently quite a number of ppl i know went for their haj.. but everyone of it has the same ending... they all end up crying.. i wonder why.. they should be happy that their loved ones are able to carry out their duties as muslims at the holy land..

since her parents are away, we have to bring adek along wherever we go n it feels quite weird but fun.. some people look at us differently.. maybe cos they think adek is like our kid..hahahah... but i enjoyed our time together.. it makes me think of the future when we're married n have our own little devils!!!!heh B-)

went out with baby n adek today.. baby had some project thingy to settle and afteer that we went for lunch at ah seng.. i'm totally convinced that the chicken rice there is drugged cos every tiime after eating, we'll feel sleepy.. its been like that since the shop was at commonwealth.. but its really worth the $$$$. den went to queensway to look for our running shoes..

finally we have decided to keep fit.. so we bought ourselves a pair of running shoes each so we can go jogging together.. anyone wants to join???? just call.. wakakakaka... den we went to holland v to get some ice-cream at swensen's n that was where some stupid indian lady reversed n banged into our car..

i was going straight looking for a parking lot n then i saw this car turning into my direction.. so i slowed down.. den suddenly i heard bang!! on the left side of the car.. so i got out to see what happened.. lucky no real damage to the car.. only a tiny dent n some paint from the f*#king indian lady's car.. so i asked the lady what she was thinking or doing.. to my amazement, so blamed me n said it was my fault!!! i was shocked.. how is it possible that she reverses her car into the side of my car n its my fault?????? so got her car no. n drove off..lucky it was quite minor.. what i was pissed was that i was blamed for HER mistake.. stupid lady!!!made my blood boil...

everything else aside, i'm super duper excited for our first jogging session tomorrow.. can't wait for it!!!!!heh.. see u tmr baby!!!!!!

ARIS LOVE AYU!!!!!!

To: Dearest Boyfriend(s).

2008-11-17T13:06:00.006+08:00

So today is the day. I'm flying off soon. It's only for a week dear, compared to your "2x 3 weeks Taiwan trip". alah you'll have your friends around you. Don't worry! Be jealous ok? I'll get you smtg that you don't want ok? like magnets or ermm things that can be found at the ABC budjet shop. How? Joking my dear! =))

well *waves frantically* Goodbye!!!!! =P

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Happy 21st to that certain someone! DKNY watch from Japan?

GO TO HELL ok?

feverish, excited, nervous, excited, annoyed, excited . . .

2008-11-15T12:52:00.004+08:00

Another 1 freaking day to Japan! at last! will be there from 18th Nov till 23rd Nov. =) Cities that we'll be visiting, TOKYO, HAKONE, MT.FUJI, NAGOYA, KYOTO and OSAKA. 'aku tak sabar seh!' *Jumping up & down* and imagine everyday we'll be changing hotels! =)

Apart from that, yest was the last day of school for my children. I'm like so touched when I hugged them all goodbye, some did cry! =) well being only 5 years old kiddos. They really have that kind of feelings. So touched! but I'm too excited to even cry. I felt sad though! will be seeing them next year. No worries sweethearts! =))

some photos from yest. =)

Stress sia~ smiles

2008-10-31T22:10:00.002+08:00

I AM SUPER STRESSFUL SIA~ (minah nyer)
monday - deepavali - when out (tak nak blaja untuk exam tau! baik ah fai!)
tuesday - work + sch 8 - 9.30
wednesday - work + sch (exam!)8 - 9.30
thursday - work + concert practice 8 - 7
friday - work + sch (heavy module)(hand in assignment)8 - 9.30
saturday - work lah sia!! 8 - 2 sia!! (bingit je!)
sunday - work jgk lah sia!! 2 - 5 sia!! (bingit gile babi nk mampos seh!)
monday - work + sch 8 - 9.30
tuesday - work + concert practice 8 - 7
wednesday - work + sch 8 - 9.30
thursday - work + dancing practice 8 - 7
friday - meet the teacher session + sch 8 - 9.30
sunday - BLARDY CONCERT DAY LAH sia!! (dah tak tau macam mana nak baca time boleh?)

aku sudah setengah mati(mampos). Harris tak ada di singapura dari rabu sampai ke hari ini. Kenape mesti kena pergi Kuala Lumpur dalam masa-masa bergini? 'post' semalam tu kan, LYRIC LAGU HUSH HUSH je lah korang. AKU SUDAH STRESS SANGAT SELEPAS MENGETAIP 'ASSIGNMENT' MASIH MAHU TAIP LAGI JADI TAIP LIRIK LAGU ITU. DAH GILE LAH KATAKAN.

Out Of Mind

2008-10-30T22:59:00.002+08:00

I never needed you to be strong, I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs. I never needed pain, I never needed strain. My love for you was strong enough you should have known. I never needed you for judgment, I never needed you to question what I spent. I never ask for help, I take care of myself, I don't know why you think you got a hold on me. And it's a little late for conversation, there isn't anything for you to say. My eyes hurt, hands shiver, so look at me and listen to me because I don't want to stay another minute and I don't want you to say a single word. There is no other way, I get the final say because I don't what to do this any longer, I don't want you and there's nothing left to say. I've already spoken, out love is broken. I never needed your corrections on everything on how I act to what I say. I never needed words, I never needed hurt, I never needed you to be there everyday. I'm sorry for the way I let go of everything I wanted when you came along. But I am never beaten, broken not defeated. I know next to you is not where I belong.

Special need? They are just special <3

2008-10-21T21:49:00.005+08:00

for months I've to work with problems that I've to handle with this special child of mine. He's now the apple of my eye. He's cute but dangerous at times. He's hyper but clever in his own way. He'll mumble lines from his favourite cartoon shows. He imitates actions from video games. He's hard to handle. But I am getting better in understanding what he needs and loving him more. Since I am now having lectures on SPECIAL NEEDS, I really want to learn more..

We have the same smile? really?

And the day is here.

2008-10-18T10:43:00.003+08:00

The car rental system there really sucks. Instead of getting the car earlier, bf is still there with ANOTHER car. NOT with THE CAR THAT HAD BEEN CONFIRMED ON THURSDAY. Super sucky lah sey.

And so

Goodbye to AISAH's OPEN HOUSE cum AINUL's B'day.

Goodbye to MR Ismail aka my Favourite geog t'cer's OPEN HOUSE.

I wanted to be there with my friends so much. But it'll create another hassle. So there goes.

bf is on his way here now. Byeee!!

Maafkan Aku Mencintai Kekasihmu

2008-10-09T22:58:00.002+08:00

Rebecca - Maafkan Aku Mencintai Kekasihmu

Teman ada yang ingin kusampaikan

Namun ini tak pantas tuk kau dengar

Ku ada di tempat yang salah

Karna dibutakan

Cinta¦

Yang kau lihat tak seperti

Yang kau lihat

Semua telah terjadi di luar kendaliku

Jika bisa kuarahkan saja

Cinta ini ke lain

Cinta..

Reff:

Maafkan Aku mencintai kekasihmu

kekasihmu¦

Namun ku tak ingin menjadi

Penyebab kehancuran

Antara kau dan dia dan aku

[*]

Teman takkan kupaksa kau maafkan

Diriku yang terlanjur bersalah

Hanyalah maaf tulus dariku

Takkan pernah kubuat

lagi¦

I'm just too much I guess, I've gone overboard and I've to stop. I'm feeling the guilt after saying whatever I need to say to him. And he really was darn hurt. In another few years to go. We can't be too attached to each other. It's so wrong. You've got yours and i've got mine. Just don't be selfish. I know we've been through this 'shit' for quite sometime now. I've to be very serious now. I've to leave you behind. I'm sorry if it's not now, it's gonna be soon.

To bf,

I know you've been hurting too much. I'm sorry.

are you staying?

2008-09-28T17:31:00.005+08:00

This is becoming a problem I’m hurting it’s unfair

But somehow your words,

The way that I heard are haunting me,

You’re under my skin

You’re breaking in,

And the tasteless fights that filled our nights

Are starting to cave in,

You’re under my skin

You’re breaking in

And if Sundays what it takes to prove

I have nothing else to loose

You just don't understand. Whatever my needs, you've been pushing it away. Far away from me. I'm getting pissed at every single thing. It's not fair for me. you've promised, but when the time comes, there's nothing. It really hurts me bad. you are taking me for granted. You know that I'm understanding, good. It can't always be like this. I'm tired, I'm too tired to play along with you. You get jealous over everything. You are just taking me for granted. Guys, are just guys. Before they got us, everything will always be us first. Now? we'll be the last. I'm just too tired. And today really knocked some sense in me. That I'm no longer important to you. If my everyday were to be this way, I'm definately not going to stay. I'm just too tired, to tired to even think for myself, say what's right for me. It's better for me to shut up then to dwell on things. I'm tired!

I may be sad, But I’m not weak,

This situation is bleak.

I'm just too free huh? NO WAY!!

2008-09-23T21:32:00.004+08:00

I'm bored I guess..tired at the same time..it's only tuesday my god!!

here are some pictures since my camera's here..=) super out dated pictures..

Not so suprise birthday party for the guys...

Twenty-three...OMG!!

My cuppies.

Birthday boys.

Dear with his 'ride'.

Wafi with his CD helmet.

A day with the birthday boy! My Love! =)

Together-ness*

His birthday gift from me.

posing with his gift.

yours truely

A suprise birthday for dearest 'gemok' =p

you can really lie...

2008-09-21T21:58:00.003+08:00

Thanks for all ur lies..

really had a great impact on whatever I saw...

nothing serious...

but you're truely a liar!

ps: good news, there's NOTHING GOT TO DO WITH OUR RELATIONSHIP. =)

org melayu skg....

2008-09-17T22:41:00.003+08:00

went to work today but it was quite annoying.. org2 melayu skg don even respect those people fasting let alone the month of ramadan.. they act as if nothing is wrong with them eating n drinking in front of those fasting.. kesian wak Z.. it was so hot today n they minum air cam tk bersalah gitu.. what was worse they were like so smangat nk raya.. nk kemas rumah la, cat ruma la.. mcm2 tuk prepare 4 raya.. cam yeye je

then they even talked about how much the boss was going to give as duit raya.. tk malu betul..da la tk puasa ade hati nk ckp sal raya.. kalau budak kecik tkpe, bapak budak!!!wonder if they eat in front of their families.???

den i went to ah boy 4 a while.. at the coffeeshop in front of ah boy, pakcik2 lepak minum kopi n makan.. cam tk bersalah... tapi bile raya sumer smangat menyambut...

ORG MELAYU ISLAM SKG!!!!! Haiz.....................

It's Ramadhan I Know! But i need to let it go!

2008-09-07T17:21:00.002+08:00

I am very disappointed and angry at the same time towards my BOYFRIEND.

And another boyfriend (he really2 hate this guy)really calms me down. Where the hell is my boyfriend? idk! what kind of a sHi* is this?

you've said sorry uncountable times. and it really wonders me, are you serious or what? I've had enough!

What is the sorry for? i don't need that. I need you to comfort me! That's it! but where are you now? after saying sorry, you shut urself up! what's this?

HOPELESS!

Happy Teachers' Day to me...=)

2008-08-31T01:08:00.009+08:00

well well, it's Teachers' Day on Monday!! =))

Wishing all the Teachers a very Happy Holiday...and a week holiday for me(?). Nope...3 days? not that bad..

How's my Teachers' Day celebration? Bad, bad, we don't have any! Ended my day scolding a RUDE child infront of parents. (I was conversing with a parent on an important issue. This boy kept on calling my name. Got so irritated, that it's difficult for me to concentrate on what i need to say to the parent. The boy was tired of calling my name i guess, then he shouted "MISS FAIDAH!!!" I turned and said "YES, THERE's NO NEED FOR YOU TO COME TO SCHOOL NEXT WEEK! I'VE TOLD THE WHOLE CLASS JUST NOW AND WHY DIDN'T YOU PAY ATTENTION TO THE IMPORTANT MASSAGE?? AND DO YOU NEED TO EVEN SHOUT AT ME? SO RUDE!!" i don't care if his parents were there watching. I can't stand this kind of children.)

Ouh other then that, I have 2 big bags of Tcers' day gift from children(None from the RUDE boy & I don't need any from him). Need to find space for all the new stuffs.

Assignments pilling up!! and I don't have the mood to start any of it...2 assignments due this coming wednesday. Thanks Dr Chen. and Mr Alan Tay. Thank you so much. Now i need to spend my Teachers' Day doing assignments. sheesz!

I've got tons of pictures to share in my HOT PINK cam, I don't really have the time to transfer the pictures in this lappy for now...after i complete my assignments maybe? No Promises...=)

Need to sleep now. Goodnight! or shall I say Good Morning(?)!! cause it's 1.28am now! geez! BYE!

MAKEOVER for us...thankx Ja!! =)

2008-07-26T21:53:00.002+08:00

FROM this . . .

TO this . . .

SELAMAT TINGGAL!!!

2008-07-08T21:51:00.003+08:00

susah jugak hidup macam gini..pakai tudung mmg tak salah...tapi tak pakai tudung, mcm dah jadi hal dier pulak...padahal diri aku..mak aku pon tau...kenapa dier yang susah sangat? orang-orang yang suka jaga tepi kain orang lain..kain sendiri terjatuh pon tak sedar...tsk tsk tsk...

berbual ikot sedap hati...asal boleh hembus sahaja...entah betul entah tidak semua yang dibualkan bohong belaka...ingat baik, tup tup syaitan juga...buat apa susah-susah nk jaga diri orang lain...jagalah diri kamu sendiri kan lebih bermanfaat..tak gitu?

tidak pernah terlintas untuk menujukan kata-kata kesat..tetapi dia yang mendesak..melampau tak sudah-sudah. cerita yang tidak ada kena mengena pun ditarik juga...apa sebenarnya motif anda? saja-saja? menyusahkan hidup sahaja...'ID' pon dah kena 'BAN' padan muka siapa? diri sendiri tu lah yang suka carik pasal tak sudah-sudah...

There's a rainbow yesterday. . .

2008-07-06T17:52:00.009+08:00

[[More pictures]]

Yesterday was girls day out. Went out with my bestest ex-FL ladies Lydia & siti khairiyah bte muhd kamil...we had a great laugh! Took hell lot of pictures. Khai complaining & whining. BEEN FORCED to go touch up every now and then. Very happy. Super shagged!
To the new couple congrets eh!! both of you are not fat lahhhhhhhh!!! please lah!!!!!

not happy with me? you can e-mail me feedbacks. petitepixy@hotmail.com

Tagboard is strictly not for feedbacks. SORRY.

I can't accept ppl who think they know my family very well. Call my parents alim ulama'? don't anyhow shoot can? they are only human beings like you! and Im a human being too! and Im being the real me. you don't like it? e-mail me.

Was thinking of putting this blog on private. but it's not fair for some friends. So I hope, ppl who can't stand looking/reading my daily rants, PLEASE DON'T STOP BY EVER AGAIN. Thanks for your concern but I'm not who you think I am.

hikmah disebalik bulan lahir.

2008-06-29T20:13:00.001+08:00

APRIL

* Sangat aktif dan dinamik.

* Cepat bertindak membuat keputusan tetapi cepat menyesal.

* Sangat menarik dan pandai menjaga diri.

* Punya daya mental yang sangat kuat.

* Suka diberi perhatian.

* Sangat diplomatik (pandai memujuk ).

* Berkawan dan pandai menyelesaikan masalah orang.

* Sangat berani dan tiada perasaan takut.

* Suka perkara yang mencabar, pengasih, penyayang, sopan santun dan pemurah.

* Emosi cepat terusik.

* Cuba kawal perasaan.

* Kecenderungan bersifat pendendam.

* Agresif dan kelam kabut dalam membuat keputusan.

* Kuat daya ingatan.

* Gerak hati yang sangat kuat.

* Pandai mendorong diri sendiri dan memotivasikan orang lain.

* Berpenyakit disekitar kepala dan dada.

* Sangat cemburu dan terlalu cemburu.

JULAI

* Sangat suka didamping.

* Banyak berahsia dan sukar dimengerti terutamanya lelaki.

* Agak pendiam kecuali dirangsang.

* Ada harga dan maruah diri.

* Tak suka menyusahkan orang lain tapi tidak marah apabila disusahkan.

* Mudah dipujuk dan bercakap lurus.

* Sangat menjaga hati orang lain.

* Sangat peramah.

* Emosi sangat mendalam tapi mudah terluka hatinya.

* Berjiwa sentimental.

* Jarang berdendam.

* Mudah memaafkan tapi sukar melupakan.

* Tidak suka benda remeh-temeh.

* Membimbing cara fizikal dan mental.

* Sangat peka, mengambil berat dan mengasihi serta penyayang.

* Layanan yang serupa terhadap semua orang.

* Tinggi daya simpati.

* Pemerhatian yang tajam.

* Suka menilai orang lain melalui pemerhatian.

* Mudah dan rajin belajar.

* Suka muhasabah diri.

* Suka mengenangkan peristiwa atau kawan lama.

* Suka mendiamkan diri.

* Suka duduk di rumah.

* Suka tunggu kawan tapi tak cari kawan.

* Tidak agresif kecuali terpaksa.

* Lemah dari segi kesihatan perut.

* Mudah gemuk kalau tak kawal diet.

* Minta disayangi.

* Mudah terluka hati tapi lambat pulih.

* Terlalu mengambil berat.

* Rajin dalam membuat kerja.

what a week..

2008-06-21T11:18:00.006+08:00

last night was quite shocking.. baby suddenly told me that the 'babies' Comel n Montel are gone forever.. they were so small n was growing quite well under baby's care.. she was so attached to them that she went to buy milk bottles n shampoo for them.. this even though she is afraid of cats.. hmmmm.. how can her dad let the kittens, being so young fend for themselves!!!! but then nothing can be done now.. we just have to move on.. it will all just be memories.. but don worry baby, better things will come..

went to Sentosa on tuesday.. it was super2 fun!!! lucky for us, it did not rain like the day before.. everything went smoothly.. first we went to fort siloso.. took a lot of pictures there n learnt quite a bit about history but baby was a little afraid of walking through the tunnels.. hee..

den we went to a ride up the sky tower.. the view from the top was nice..n it was spinning so we could see the whole of sentosa..

den we went for a walk through Images of Singapore.. we were happily taking pictures with the manaquins on display until suddenly on of them turned out to be a real person... hahahahhaha..the both of us got a real shock.. from then on, baby was like so paranoid.. scared that we would get tricked again..but overall it was orite...

den we went for some 4D magix.. watched 4d movie.. we had air blown to our heads n even water sprayed to our face..quite cool. den went for the simulator ride.. for me it was ok only but it was quite funny cos there was this chinese tourist who brought along her mum who was quite old for the simulator log ride.. maybe she was trying to give her a heart attack..hahah

den we went up the merlion for a view from the top.. took some pictures n den by chance we got to see the Black Nights in action.. maybe they were practising for their national day aerial display..

lastly, we went for the luge n skyride.. the luge was fun but baby was quite slow..hee.. tapi main skali tk puas ah.. den took the skyride.. when u r like so high on top n so open, u just can't help but have butterflies in your stomach.. from the top, we saw quite a number of slippers that people dropped.. haha.. tu la sape suruh kai slipper..

den before going home, we took a cable car ride.. we could see the sun setting.. nice view...after everything, we went to ah seng at clementi for some hainanese chicken rice.. it was good but after that we were so sleepy.. as if we had been drugged..hahaha..

the past week was filled with mixed emotions but we have to live with it.. now i'm looking to langkawi but i'm sooooo jealous that baby is going to JAPAN!!!!!! can i go too baby????

ARIS LOVE AYU!!!!

a tragic death.

2008-06-21T10:42:00.002+08:00

I love them. Now they're both gone. I Miss them so much. And i hate my dad for whatever reasons he have for now. I can learn to overcome..yes.. it takes time. really takes time.

Ayah refused to tell me whatever happened. My sister told me everything. A tragic death. If they were to be with me now, they'll grow just fine. I can do nothing now. Gone forever.

In the other hand, i'm doing some spring cleaning here. As most of you know, it's school holidays. Will be ending soon..I've been on holidays for 2 and a half weeks. Had fun during my holidays. Actually i spent most of my time with them. They are gone now..

Went to Sentosa twice. First with gf, another with bf. Had so much fun on both days. Course as per norm. Good news...I did't get to go to Langkawi cause i've got extra couse to attend. it's ok cause i'll be going to JAPAN this NOVEMBER!! yey!! with My Workmates, princip, with Bukit Panjang MP(Dr Teo)...can't wait!! Good things will always come to ppl who's willing to wait. Tht's the only thing that i'm looking foward to...

i'll pester my bf to update...i don't care! or else i'll shut this blog down!! *evil*

i love rainbow..can sayang?

2008-05-10T01:37:00.003+08:00

first of all, i've started with my Diploma in Early childhood education - Teaching. and i think i'll faint. cause lessons will be after work. Monday, wednesday & friday @ 6.30pm. syiokness. finish work @ 5.30pm.. =)) ouhhhh yess just started my dip kan? i've already planning for Degree next year after Dip. mcm faham kan? tau!!

i don't know why i blog. cause actually i don't know what to blog about. i've not been doing my lesson plans! shiatsssssssssss!! help me!!! was busy with children portfolio. imagine the number 47. YES need to complete 47 portfolios. GREATTT!

well in class just now, listen to my favourite music. Kid's Grease. Syiok! BUT the children dosen't seem to appreciate music at all. do you think they like Barney songs? NOPE! they don't like Barney. well well...i shall listen to love songs in class on Monday. =)) i bet they'll love it!!

ouhh while waiting for darling to be home(he's at atok's place @ JB), here i am blogging crap. ok i did call him just a few minutes away. guess what..?! i think his hp batt's low.. =)) and i'am still waiting... *kalau dier dah tido besok aku merajok ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!*

picture of the week!

still waiting....................

i feel like crying now!!

2008-04-10T22:32:00.005+08:00

I've received a massage from a parent @ multiply. here goes...

Hi Tr Dada,

Hope u r fine.

Lala misses u....she kept saying 'i love tr dada'

i told her tr dada also loves her

now that tr aqilah had also left aadeen, lala seems to be rather upset about it.*sigh*..dunno if there are problems at aadeen.

sometimes tgk lala kesian...when i ask her if the new tr is good and if she likes the new tr

she said ' i not like all tr, i only like tr dada & tr shaiba' so heartwarming to hear that!

i want to cry now can?!! I miss Lala so much!! i've said this in my previous post yes i noe...but i can't help it!! gosh!

somebody help me...i need to meet Lala soon!!! =)

How many days left children?? =p

2008-04-06T21:47:00.006+08:00

Hello friends,

It has been a while ey. So today is the lucky day i guess??!

When out today for a real date. I love it! Darling wanted to treat me to Swensen. But we already had Swensen on me the other day. So i suggest that we try the food at Eatzi. So we went to Eatzi (eastpoint) today. =) The food? ermmm Tasty!! =)) i Love the CheesecakewithStrawberrySause. I Love my BlueSkySoda. I Love my MixGrill. and my Darling stole half my Sausage!! Hermpz! =p

I'm not sure what he had. It's Steak. =)) eh? and ermmm Mango&PeachSmoothie. Hermpz!!! =p

We were so full.Love great foods. Makes me happy. Lalalala.=)) I Miss Lala!! =(

I remember years ago, there's this HugePetShop @ eastpoint. but where's the shop? disappear??? Wanted to take a look @ the rabbits. I Love Rabbits.

Next we went to Bugis. wow!! never been to Bugis for quite sometime. I can say that I don't really miss that place. Ahahahakx. BTW bought this BrownPrintedBucketBag. I Loike!! =) Went to TopShop. Darling wanted to buy jeans. SKINNY jeans. i don't like SKINNY on guys. ewwww. and so he tried SKINNY jeans just now & he don't like it. yey!! ahahakx! and he's so lucky he didn't show me how he looks like in SKINNY. =p coz maybe i'll be rolling on the floor + laughing. Huhuhu.

& so darling fell in Love with Bluberry Mc Nuggets & Apple Mc Nuggets. How CoOoL. i Love those nuggets too!! You must be wondering right?? ahahakx.

When to meet Lily dear beybeh after that. Chit chat with her for a while. Miss her so much man!! Passed her some papers & chow. we went home right after that.

I'm so angry with him! he's so forgetful. How can he just leave his ___ on his ____ like that. This is not the first time ouhkeyy!! First time, he kept the ___ in the ______ bag + hang the bag on his ____. Second time, he leave his ___ right at the other ___ hole @ the back seat of his ____. How Forgetful!!! Can i bite ur head????

Here and Lots of pictures from today.

Enjoy!!!

Alright, The End.
Need to call the Bf & start Nagging! =p

McDelivery.. =)

2008-03-13T13:51:00.003+08:00

Hello again ppl. raining cat & dog here. stop & starts all over again. Hermpz. Had McD just now. Jangan jealous sayang. My lil sista really suck my blood man.. so deeeemannnnndinnnnnng. i want this & this and ahh that one. yesterday you never buy for me what.. =)) sweeeeeeeeet huh...and my money burn on her desires.. hermpz...=$

yesterday, met darling @ Orchard MRT. Walk & walk & walk cause we don't really noe where to head to... wanted to get a pair of white shoes for myself. *think back think back*. save money much much better. ate @ McD erk. hahaha. we talk & talk like whatever. so many things to talk & laugh about ryte sayang. 1 unique thing bout us is that, we can be quiet when being with groups. but the fact is that when we are together, only the both of us, we talk alot!! =) Love ya! meeting him again later, movie darling?? =))

Friday, date with kissy the bestest gf ever!! , Saturday, meet the AASK(AADEEN) babes day. jangan tak jadi sudah. woOooOooHooOo missing them soOo much. Sunday, ice skating with my S504 babes.. woOhoOo. see wekends, money money money. =p can't wait!!!!!!

For now, work & lots of work to be done by today...erk..today??!!

a day to remember!!!

2008-03-11T19:36:00.004+08:00

so long i've not been online.. the internet now seems a bit strange..haha..

been bz working lately.. but still managed to meet baby n hang ard with yan n jon..

sunday was quite super for me.. firstly met them n went for shof's wedding.. its like really fast that one of our Swiss gang is already married..(cepat betul)wish her all the best with her marriage.. wonder who's next........we have gone from the time when all we cared was to have fun to now where i hear my friends planning on marriage n all..time really flies.. it has been 10 years..the big TEN.. but what i hope is that we remain close for years to come!!

after the wedding, me, baby, jon, khas, yan, sri n ijan went to west mall to get ijan's rank n we ended up watching movie together.. its been like ages since we watched movie together.. we watched step up 2..it was cool.. the dance moves were great but somehow, i thought that part 1 was better..

den went for dinner at Ah Seng.. the food was good n it made us sleepy(as always).. but the atmosphere is not the same as when it was just a small shop at tanglin.. we were like a big family.. maybe one day we will be sitting down together with our kids n all..haha.. who knows??

after that we wanted to go home n baby wanted to test her driving skills.. it was ok but she was like very takut n 'kanchong'.. maybe cos it was like her first time on the expressway.. maybe u should learn to relax a bit more baby.. and don change lane too abrubtly.. :p

the day was really fun.. dah lame tk hang out ramai2.. too bad nad n bai couldn't join us.. n before i forget, we should do something together like maybe book a chalet or a pit so that all of us can gather to celebrate knowing each other for 10 years.. hahah.. :-) if anyone has any plans, just call me..!!

ARIS LOVE AYU!!!!

so in LOVE with you...

2008-03-10T17:12:00.002+08:00

baby, i am so in love.

stayed at home today. Syiok with the weather like this arghhh. Jealous baby? and so when can we meet & plan?? so excited lah... =)

today's date with AASK(AADEEN)babes cancelled! hermpz. when babes when can i meet you girls up?? I miss you girls lah!! =/

so tomorrow, back to work i guess without children(yey!). Wednesday & Thursday will be our rest day again. Then Friday spring cleaning & we have to complete children's portfolio. saturday & Sunday free time...Sunday outing to Sentosa with S504. Can't wait!!! Hopefully it won't rain..=))

and can i say something?? can i miss you Darling??? haiz...missing you already.

guess what, ermm nothing!! =))

for real??

2008-02-24T11:39:00.001+08:00

A • R • I • E • S: The Sexiest

Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to fuck with. Erotic. Funny. Take you on trips to the moon in bed. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY sexy. Loves being in long relationships.=) Addictive. Loud. best in bed.

L • E • O: wild in bed

Great talker. Sexy and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at a lot. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Loyal.Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Great when found.

open to public.. =P

CNY updates.

2008-02-16T22:38:00.008+08:00

Last Tuesday,12/2 & Wednesday,13/2, the teachers were invited to have dinner with MP Dr Teo. Had been eating alot. =) the foods wasn't that great though. Just fine. & ouhh before holidays, Dr Teo gave us (the teachers) 1 box of oranges. =) gave the whole box to darling cause I've got a whole basket of oranges.

2 child of mine gave me oranges. wow Loads of luck & money in this year . . . =) Gt 'Hong Bao' From Mrs Yeo & Mrs Lao. how cool is that? Ouh and on the 13/2 Dr Teo gave us 'Hong Bao' hu hu hu . . . Erk are you guys wondering who is Dr Teo?? ermm he's my Boss lah!!! =))

Here are the pictures of the CNY Celebration with children . . .

Busy + KL . . .

2008-02-16T00:21:00.003+08:00

Olla people...i know, i've not been updating since i don't know when. =0

Alot of things to be done. But i've been super lazy lately & super tiring I tell you. First thing first, i have 49 kids at work. They are all hyper. & i've grown fatter i guess. =) what? you mean Hyper kids equals to Skinny teacher? i guess not for me...=) BTW BTW i've gt pretty2 girls & cute2 boys in my classs wait till you see them here one day. Ouh & ya...i have 1 special needs kid in my afternoon class. how cool is that????

We, teachers of PCF Bt Panjang, had a Long holiday for CNY. From Wednesday, 6/2 to Sunday, 10/2. Then on Monday, I don't feel like going to work. =) Lets see what happen that week . . .

- 6/2, Dinner @ darling's place with Mama & his Family. (Learnt how to cook CHILLI CRAB!! jangan marah. Sedappp! =))

- 7/2, Woke up @ 3am. Ready To Go!! Kuala Lumpur & Ipoh. (Syiokness!!)

- 7/2, Reached KL @ Taman Cemerlang (Mum's Cuz's Place) Had BBQ that night & we slept like sardinesss. My cuz Sab & i got kicked by Nadrah (my 7 yrs cuz) all night!! Oh my BBQ was fun!!=))

- 8/2, Get our ass ready for a LONGGGG Journey to Ipoh . . . The Lost World Of Tampon?? Is that the right spelling? Woohooooooo we had super dooper fun there. (Step Bay Watch lah konon...;p) we love the slidessss. . . Right cuzzzz??Then off to KL apartment(Crown Regency. Surrounded by CLUBS - Jalan P.Ramlie) The boys & girls had a huge fight eh?? huhuhu about??? ROOMs =)

- 9/2, Swimming @ hotel's pool. Then off to Time Square The cuzz had super dooper fun @ Indoor Theme Park. Took all the thrilling rides!! Then Taman Cemerlang again for Lunch. Then to KLCC & Time Square again. i Love the Roller Coaster & the Remix. =)) Lepas tu ada orang merajok...Back to the apartment.

- 9/2 @ night, Girls gt the bigger room with 2 joined bed at last! =) Thankx to Dear Nayi. muackxx! BTW bought Puma Luggage bag. Nayi bought the same bag too but different colour.

- 10/2, Packed our bags & ready to gooo...Hello Singapore... =) back to the stressful days.

Had CNY celebrtion @ School on Wednesday, 13/2. Made V-day cards for mummy with the children on Thursday, 14/2. After work, took cab to TMC(Thomson Madical Ctr) meet Darling & Abang. Abang's son OMG!!! so Cute + handsome + boleh culik tak? + nk pinjam = Dah gile nak anak pulak. =p After so long, abang said i've put on weight!!! iye ke ni?? Wait for darling den off to PS for a Movie, Judo. Super sengket movie. Go and watch then you'll know why. =) Gonna watch P.S, I LOVE YOU this Sunday. Yey!!

I enjoy gg to work everyday but got all stressed up when the children's in my class. =) not to mention, 24 kids + 1 Special need kid = imagine lah okey?

alrytee, it's 1.06am now. I better sleep now. =) Good Morning people!!

OMG..this is so true eyy...

2008-01-06T14:04:00.000+08:00

Nine words women use...

1.) Fine : This is the word women use to end an argument when they are Right and you need to shut up.

2.) Five Minutes : If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more Minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.

3.) Nothing : This is the calm before the storm. This means something, And you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing Usually end in fine.

4.) Go Ahead : This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It!

5.) Loud Sigh : This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.)

6.) That's Okay : This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

7.) Thanks : A woman is thanking you, do not question, or Faint. Just say you're welcome.

8.) Whatever : Is a women's way of saying F@!K YOU!

9.) Don't worry about it, I got it: Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking 'What's wrong?' For the woman's response refer to #3.

now guys, think about it yaw!

It's 2008 Baby!!

2008-01-01T00:27:00.000+08:00

Welcome 2008 & Goodbye 2007!!!

Wow!! and so this yr, we'll be celebrating our 3rd yr baby!! woohooooo!! i can't wait! & I'm turning 21 already..hermpzz..Will be getting my key to life. muahahahaha...(mcm paham ok kawan-kawan.)

2007 had been a great year for me...despite all the ups & downs...no doubt I'll Cherish all the memories. Moments with best friends forever, moments with boyfriend, moments with beloved family...

To Harris,

I'm sorry for what I've done...I can still remember the day that we nearly trash our relationship, i can still remember how disappointed you were towards me, i can still remember how sad you were when i did everything & anything that you don't want me to...I'm sorry my dear...and I promise you that I'll try my very best not to repeat my mistakes..

On the other note, thanks for all the Happy moments sayang!! The Love that you gave me, the anniversary, the birthday, the N73, the shoppings, the GOOD FOODs...We can have a proper birthday celebration for you this year!! yey!!

We have a Dream. And hopefully we'll achieve Our Dream as targeted alright sayang...

Last but not lease, please don't stop loving me k..cause I Love You! =)

To all readers,

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

are you ready?

2007-12-25T00:33:00.000+08:00

19122007,

Watched Elvin & the chipmunks with adik & darl...i love the chipmunks mannn!!super cute!!! where can i get those cute2 stuff?? i need those badly!! =)

adik w the tixx. =)

adik w abg harris. @ Banquet

adik w meee. =)

again?

ouh she kept pestering me for 5 bucks...so there goes my 5 bucks..

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20122007,

Hari Raya Aidiladha. a simple one.

more pictures soon!!

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22122007,

food feast @ JB! syiok ok?? let the pictures do the talking aight??

hingga menjilat jari you!

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23122007,

Kak Cha's engagement day & Rifaie's Bday..

Jah was super late...& i can't make it to the Gathering...sorry friends!!

ok done!! =)

Lazy mode.

2007-12-23T11:47:00.001+08:00

There's alot to blog about. but i'm just too lazy to even update a single bit. =)

thank you all for the time. this is crap mann!

Shopping Spreeeeeeee

2007-12-16T15:43:00.000+08:00

& so yesterday was FUN! =) family outing cum shopping spree man!! Actually bfie wanted to tag along but sadly, nobody can send him to JB. Next time k baby??? yess we went to JB JUSCO eh?? all branded stuffs shopping ctr i can say. Bought a hell lot of stuffs and yes of course we had a great Brunch.

Firstly, I'VE GOT MYSELF THE PUMA WATCH!! and i LOVE it!!!! Cost me RM382 b4 tawar RM320 aftr tawar =)(ouh btw, City Chain @ JB boleh tawar menawar ok?? FUN kan?)ahakx!! so start the counting aight...Bought myself 2 tee/dress, bought my baby a t-shirt, ibu bought for me a Mango bag & she bought 1 for herself too...adli bought 1 long sleeve Mango tee for her GF and 2 t-shirt for himself. =)) Adik got a nice dress. ayah????? our chauffeur, care taker of adik & our shopping bagssss!! =))

Tired of shopping? head to Kenny Rogers for brunch!! nice environment, low service..TSK TSK TSK...Foods superb!!

tired of typing, lets browse through the pictures.....

Ibu & Ayah kuuu...

the 3 of us...

candid..Shopping bags??=)

while waiting for our foOds.

FoOds..

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All finishhhed

our puma watches...

Woohoo...mineeee...

mine &bf's tee..

syiok-ness. gg shopping again sooooooooooooon! =))

My 'HENG' Week.

2007-12-14T18:36:00.000+08:00

So sooo sOooOOoo HAPPY can??

I've passed my TP lah friends!!!!!!!!! at last!! =))

thank you sayang for accompanying me, sleeping for only 1hr before getting ready for work, thank you for teasing me, thank you sayang!!! i Love you can??

i guess he's now getting himself ready for work. sian my darling!! =))

My 'HENG' week. Firstly, got myself a job!!! then today???? PASSED my TP lah!!! so 'HENG' right??? woohoooooooooooooo!!

sooo Let's party like a rock star!!!!

I am super doOper happy! =)

2007-12-12T14:45:00.000+08:00

I've gt myself a job! =) hUrrA!! =)

I'm nw a teacher again... =)) at PCF Bt. Panjang. as a K1 teacher.

The principal brought me around the school just nw. First, we went to my classroom!!! =)) and I'm so loving my classroom. super huge!!!! and it's all mine. newly painted walls, some decorations done by the previous teachers..need to add up a lot more things. The toys, books, dramatic corner's items are all wow mann!! The decorations around the school are really nicee...the teachers are all very-very creative i can say..i really-really love the school!! =))

On Monday, i went for an interview at PCF Woodlands, but unfortunately, they don't need any staff for the time being. But why the interview? It's alright. The interviewer told me she will notify me in 2 weeks time. duh! in two weeks time?? no thank you. so as soon as i reached home, i called PCF Bt. Panjang cause they need Trained Teachers. and so, i went to PCF Bt. Panjang's interview the very next day. The supervisor told me that I'm strongly recommended. =) and so in the afternoon, another lady called me and told me I'm selected for the 2nd interview. =)) and so today was the interview. &&& i've gt the job!! so happy can??

hopefully i can snap some pictures of my class and post it up here. =) for nw, sayonara & take care aight!! =)) i'm so happy!!! Tra lalala lala!! =))

unsatisfied! =(

2007-12-08T21:43:00.000+08:00

a bit grumpy today. i am sure he didn't realised it. i don't mind. i didn't get whatever that i want today! =( & he gt himself CK one perfume. my wish list, just ignore whatever want ok? i don't mind. i'll get it my way & with my money ok? ouhh i REALLY-REALLY want that BLINK-BLINK PUMA WATCH. i'll get it MYSELF by 15 DECEMBER 2007. =)) can't wait!!!!

regarding the interview, we went to the right place. Burger king and guess what...i sat on the opposite table and watch them interviewing some other pll. and they interview 2 ppl at the same time? how can they do that? my next reaction, switch my phone to silent mode and walk off! =)) it's a part time position btw. nothing to waste. =)

just not in the mood. Goodnight!

interviews.

2007-12-07T19:38:00.000+08:00

& so we are 2 years & 5 months today...=))

called mr bf since just now but still no answer from him. Sleeping or what??? bf promised to accompany me this evening but you can just forget about it okey? i wanted to go to my school's office today to collect my Certificate. well i don't care! bf must accompany me tomorrow MORNING!!! 1st - renew my PDL at Civic ctr( for my revisionsss + TP =O ), 2nd - take my certificate at Bugis, 3rd - interview for a part time position at Burger King Yishun... =))

erk WHAT??? interview at Burger King?? my oh my NOT as a cashier or csa No, NO, no!! as a pre-school teacher. but why Burger King eh?? they want me to teach the children on how to to get fat the easier way?? or or what have them...hahaha so we'll see tomorrow. =)

so i've collected my pay just now. yes, just now not yesterday. All because of this someone!! he's a sweet talker mannn!! but it's okeii. it's alryte my bf. i don't mind at all. and it was really raining like mad! Wow! scary!! went to OCBC bank then to NOKIA(for nothing..or maybe mr bf miss his ex-gf SO much ah that's why) then to McD(eat like mad cause im hungry!!) then to John Little(bought my Loreal 2 way powder..if nt i can get it for free but dear bf lost the $40 gift vouchersss while on his way meeting me & sister) then to Giodano(bought for bf 2 nice polo tee for his Christmas present! =)) then we went home.

can't wait to meet him again tomorrow!!! i've gt 2 interviews on my list! tomorrow and monday. need to call PCF Bt. Panjang tomorrow then there will be another interview for mee.

alrightoo!! see you guys some other time yeah! gOodnigHt!! =)

wet, wet, wet

2007-12-06T13:29:00.000+08:00

wow.. what a day it was yesterday.. a very wet day indeed.. lucky for me, it started to rain yesterday morning just as i reached work..phew!!kalau tk, basah baju aku..hhaahaha.. work was ok but i lunch was the same as the past few days.. haha.. i think i'm addicted to nasi buhari.. always eat that.. don't know what else to eat.. its like beriani but a bit different.. den lucky the rain stopped for a while when i was going home..

this morning, went to bbdc for my practical with yan.. almost 1 1/2 years since i had my last prac.. was a bit nervous but managed to pass it.. yan had his first ever motorcycle prac.. shud be fun..den it started to rain again.. so we had to put on our rain coat.. it was so damn hot.. feels so good to ride a big bike.. not so tiring.. so much smoother..haha..

den after prac, me n yan went to alif to had breakfast as it was still early n it was raining.. feel like going out today but looks like its going to rain today.. so tmr it shall be.. maybe go ice-skating with baby.. shud be fun!!!!!!chao!!!!

So i am back blogging.

2007-12-06T11:03:00.000+08:00

For now i guess!! =p

so i miss blogging, (i guess). How's the new skin?? I'm loving it! =))

alrytee back to my stories...

my last day at Adeen Kindergarten was on the 3rd of November. yeah on the concert day itself. THE CONCERT was a Blast! i Love the Playgroup & Nursery Kiddies!! They did very2 well!! make up was done by mee! =)) We are all happy despite some misunderstanding and what have her =)). More pictures at my Multiply. I'm missing my kiddies haiz...

my new job ey now. ermm last me for quite a while ermm 3 weeks only. It was a childcare centre. Very-very tiring i tell you. and the children, Haiyooo super duper tingtong. *insert some bad experiences here* and so there goes my resignation letter. =)) i miss my Yaoren(super cute!), miss my Quistine(very pretty!), miss my Heng Heng(Ching Heng) the intelligent one. and all the other children..ouh they didn't noe that I'm leaving...sad eyy..=( ouhh i'll be gg to the ctr today to collect my Pay!! yeyness!!!! =P

eyyy some pictures?? do you mind? erk eyy my blog my will...

my Toddlers.

w/o Yaoren.

Yaoren!!

Yaoren & Quistine!! =))

Quistine & Kareen!!! =))

Hengheng!

Jia Ying & Heng heng.

myself, Quistine & kareen. =))

Yaoren don't want to sleep! =$

Nap timeeeeee!! =))

So now, i'm searching for a jobb! Kindergarten setting NO WAY for a Childcare setting. i've had enough! =)) wish me LUCK alrytee. =)

Quick update..

2007-10-21T15:01:00.000+08:00

syiok mengasah skill editing ku. dah lama tk buat keje bodoh ni. =) i Loike! wanna see the outcome? for today,

Salam Aidilfitri

2007-10-17T12:51:00.000+08:00

Mohon Maaz Zahir & Batin.

Here are some picturs. i didn't enjoy much. Ouh the FOOOOOODS equal to LOVE! Darling promise-d me Mummy's sambal udang. mane eh? =)) ok ok additional of 4 kgs can? sheesh!

nk adek ke?

huh? nak adek laggi??

haha no Way! jaga sendiri okei!

ok dah. bye-bye! =))

Happy Children's Day, Darlingsss!!

2007-09-29T07:35:00.000+08:00

am nw popular by the name Tr Dada among parents. how cool is tt? ha-ha.

so in love with pg. menjengs and cuteee!! naughty at times. erk all the time!! =) but still love them. hugs and kisses!! yey!

my fave kiddies,

Happy Children's Day my Lovess!! i love you k?

i love them all! and so im gg to miss them. am left with 1 half months. *sob sob* 1 half months left for me to hug n kiss them as much as i want! T _ T

Love is Cinta.

2007-09-23T21:08:00.000+08:00

Sorry have nt been updating much.

a Bad day today. been PMS-ing. 1st day mind you. a small argument with dear, watch Love is Cinta for the 2nd time. Today, i cried for like 4 hours. 4 solid hours. tiring and my eyes. nicee.

Reasons,

argument, Love is Cinta, Extreeem makeover Home edition. ass. Dehydrated!

Gosh. never ever in my entier 20 years. 4 solid hours. haha kindof funny actually. a crybaby!

ouhh SELAMAT BERPUASA to all muslim in this world.

Brokefast with buddies last Friday. really miss them. Mus Army seh! haha!!!! miss GF-s. The guys. i love them all. ouh we ate at Kampong Melayu. Ayam Penyet! we think their chickens are all on diet! really thin you noe. $4? ok lah! Ria better but $6 heehee. love ria's! yummeh! ouh ya. Celebrated the Belated July babies and sept babies...pictures of us on that day...

Den yesterday, went out with darling. we went to ermm Marina Sq, Suntec City, Mustafa Centre. Syiokk!! i had Fun!

Why marina Sq? cause daling want tat PUMA belt and he got it! i want that PUMA handbag and i really want it!! pretty please!! and we broke our fast at Breeeeeks. FULL!!yum yum! thankx sayang. nw i'm all heavy. =)

why Suntec City? Donut Factory =))))) and

why Mustafa Ctr? coz this cute little tr wanted to get stuffs for little children. It's for Children's Day. Ouh did i mention bout Teacher's Day? i've got ALOT of presents!!! thankx Children!! or erk Mummiesss! teehee.=))

pictures.. eh?

ok. long enough! Gtg! =))

Lots of LOVE!

woooh!!! wat a long time away!!!

2007-09-11T19:52:00.000+08:00

finally got the chance to update.. been bz lately with work and some other shit..

jon's going to ORD tmr and maybe going to meet up to have a mini celebration..haha.. finally ur 2 years is over bro!!! the feeling of completing NS is really great.. it feels like ur finally free.. but on the other hand, it means looking for a job or back to studies.. haiz....

puasa is just days away.. boleh save duit siket.. baby da get ready 4 raya.. da beli baju, kasut n other stuff.. i haven't bought anything yet.. have to wait 4 my pay.. now that i'm working, can't depend on mum n dad 4 baju raya.. haiya... maybe have to go to jb to get my stuff cos its a little cheaper there..

the weather has been a little weird lately n many ppl r falling sick.. hopefully i don't.. but lucky 4 us, there r no floods or drought here..hahah..

i'm really out of idea now so when i come up with something i'll update k?? chao ppl!!!!

ARIS LOVE AYU!!!!!!!!!!!!!

what a week! =))

2007-08-09T22:22:00.000+08:00

superb! im lovin this week. First of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE, HAPPY BIRTHDAY NATASHA, HAPPY BIRTHDAY KHAIRIAH!!! teehee all on the 9th of August! feeweeet!

Last week, have been spending a hell Lot of time with my darling. coz it was payday. =)) eh?? tak ingat lahhh...

i really really want that blink2 shades sayang. pretty pleaseee!! we go shopping again can?

ouhhh ahhhh HAPPENING!!

here it goes, the excursion was fine. i loveee my outfit! look sweet on me. my first time in white pants. how cool. i love it!

More of excursion pictures at multiply.

Right after the excursion, did some preparation for National day celeb. Then, me & lily as usual, kaki merayap, was thinking of gg to the popular sale at expo. (dah abis ok mind you!) den lily saw bedok pasar malam while we were in the train. So kite kan gile. Got down at tanah merah eh? yup. Den back to bedok. How silly! then, after what not, we took the train to expo. Again how silly. Walk from hall 6 to hall 1. Ate at bk in between. and from hall 1 to hall 6 and to hall 7. Asked this guy bout the Popular thing. Guess what. It's over. mampos ahhh!

At tanah merah MRT station, there's this announcement regarding the destruction of MRT path towards Pasir Ris. I don't noe why out of a sudden, Lily & i became 2 Keypooohs Leydeh! hahas! fun lah! reached tamp, saw fire engine, ambulance & dot dot dot. crowds all over the place. There's this women who cried so badly that made us want to noe more. sooo there goes. *ada orang terjun and mati kat track lahh!!* see sooo keypoooohs!!

we find for a good spot. suddenly the place was so crowded. there's photographer and such. HAPPENING!!! say the guys searching for something under the MRT...decided to went for shopping. after shopping thought of gg that spot again but guess what. after shopping, saw this group of ppl watching something. den jeng jeng jeng!!! *ada org angkat pastic putih (with mayat berkecai agaknyer)* grossss okeiii!!! erk. after all that, went to Lily's place. that was around 8.30pm. what a day!!! my bf fetch me after that.

guys searching for dot dot dot.

us at one of the best spot!

us all tired.

sungguh panjang.com eh??

more pictures at multiply!! =))

practicum updates! =)

2007-07-19T20:16:00.000+08:00

ok love the nursery kiddos!! thank you kids for making my practicum easier! thanks kak belle for helping me up with lots of stuffs. i love you!! muah muahhh!! =))

1stly, Mr Ismail my boss, was in the room with the supervisor, mdm Ros. like what?? why are u here?? but no worries, everything when well. yeehaaaaa!! mdm Ros hinted me on my lesson. very well done! yes ahhhh!! i loikee!!

made peanut butter & banana sandwich! yummy ok! and i have the song too!! cause it's gooood, peanut butter, banana!! heehee. the kids are all very-very cute!! & very-very-very co-operative!!!!! thanks kids!! =))

after work, lily & i went for a movie!!! vacancy. ermm the movie? just fine i guess. funny2 creepy2 shocking moments. the audiences suck big thing!!!! both of us were like crazy!! "cepat lah cepat, shhhhh!!diam2 nnti dorg dgr!! diam2!!! shhhh!!" "alamak, kan tak tau diam!! tsk abis ah!! AHHHH!!! blakang tu blakanag( pointing to the screen. )"

like we are the one in the movie. teehee!! =))

practicum over!! next, learning ctrs viewing day!! 3rd August 2007!! sooooooonn!!

my oh my PRACTICUM ! ! ! ! !

2007-07-16T19:01:00.000+08:00

ok when will my practicum be?? ermmm guess what?! it's this WEDNESDAY!!

ok i need someone to be right beside me! in my dreams. i need someone to conduct my lesson for me!! in my dreams. i need help!!!!!

ok lesson plan for the very day, done!

song chart, am doing it right now.

what else???!!

ok tomorrow need to wake up very early, need to go to work alone..

k gtg. need to finish up my stuffs!!

stress ok? pressure ok? i nk MC boleh???!!!

read this with your eyes closed! thank you!

2007-07-13T22:03:00.000+08:00

stoopid matrip! i hate matrips!! (even though my bf sometime looked like one =))

dier ingat dier hendsome sangat? nk gamba aku konon bile cakap NO! ckp aku sombong! dah tu nk mintak nombo aku, ckp NOPE! nk maki hamun aku! mcm sial ah tu matrip! cb! kurang kasih sayang! bodoh nk mampos! aku dah tak nk tu suke hati aku ah! Pala tOoOot ah! bodoh! aku tak ingin ah org2 macam ni dalam hidop aku! cheeToOoOt ah!! geram nyer!!! eh jantan2 bodoh kat luar sana! kalau nk main taik ngan aku nk main sial ngan aku leh carik pompan sundal ark? asal carik aku? takleh pe terima the fact yang aku tk interested! such a fucker.

k the end. you can open your eyes now beybeh!

so much to say so little time to tell!!!!!

2007-07-13T21:11:00.001+08:00

wow.. it has been damn freaking long since i last updated this blog.. haha.. been bz lately.. so sorry guys.. actually wanted to update earlier but didn't feel to well.. funny but i chose friday the 13th to do it.. hahha..

first of all, i just started work with SIAEC as planning assistant.. its a temporary post, hopefully i get my apprenticeship.. i currently holding the post of a shift officer which means i have to lead a small team, which is not easy cos i have much much older people working under me.. susah betul.. the past 2 weeks have been office hours 4 me but come monday, i will be starting shift work.. hopefully everything will go as planned..

last saturday, was a memorable day, baby n i celebrated our 2nd anni.. wow.. time really past very fast.. we watched transformers n it was really fun.. after the movie, we were like transformers freaks!!!! just going out with baby makes me happy.. we also bought ourselves a little something as something to remember..

i really have so much to tell but my mind is blank now.. just can't think.. anyway, i promise once i remember wat to say, i will include in the blog.. that's all 4 now peeps.. chao!!

ARIS LOVE AYU!!!!!!

I am very-very sick.

2007-06-13T12:07:00.000+08:00

i can't take it anymore. been having high fever since Sunday. on Monday, didn't go for lecture. Tuesday, panadols aren't working. went to polyclinic. friendly doctor. bad coughing. alot of medicine like 5..

can i say i hate medicine for now? had to swallow alot mind you! felt like pucking but i can't. spent most of my time lying in bed. i had headache most of the time. mum always nag cause i didn't finish my food.

thought that i was a lot better yesterday. wanted to meet darling. we did meet up but for only a short while. 5 - 10 minutes? i suddenly felt so sick. Darling send me home. finish up pp for the group assignment. headache! done! pass the pp to Lily. hopefully the presentation when well today without me.

i am left with a week for my course. ermm 5 days minus 3 days of MCs left with 2 days. Thursday = healthy snacks (assignment) & Child abuse poster (assignment). Friday, last day of school. pot luck!

think it's enough for today.

another long post!

2007-05-28T08:31:00.000+08:00

holla lilo! im feeling so sicky today! and so yesterday!no work today but there's school later in the afternoon. haiz..

last friday, AASK had a party! and kak yan will be leaving us! haiz...we all cried! including the children ouhkey!

Had PTC last saturday and everything went smoothly! parents are happy with us! yippy! i love my Playgroup babies!!! muackx! muackx!

will be going to the zoo again. this time with my coursemates. with lecturer. yeah! confirm geyrekx!

Long weekends? yeah! school holiday means nothing to us, the traniee teachers! stoopid damnass!

pictures???? hey ho lets go!

For more pictures, visit my multiply ehhh...

up next, the making of t'cer yan's card!

what else???
i've got no more exams yeehaaa!! assignments neone? i've got tonnnnns! and practicum??haiz!

happy holidays children!

we are back!!

2007-05-19T13:15:00.000+08:00

there's alot of wOohOo stories to share.

1st, This black shit is forever a black shit & i hate her so much! she's a superdooper lier! she's an assho*e! she's Fuc*ing fu*ker! WE HATE HER! now everyone!

Now let's start from the 1st of may 07!!

we went to Jurong West Sports complex!

then on the same day right after aLOT of swimming, we went to bilal. Not a good place. so goodbye! not going to have any lunch or whatsoever there anymore.

5th of may 07..it's Harris's ganny's 76th birthday. Held at his place. We baked brownies at his place. and we didn't get to taste it! hehe. everyone loves the brownie! ahakx! Up sikit plus point tuuu!!! Lots and lots of foods!!

Burp!

on the 6th may, went JB and then ECP! chill with the family! cOol man! i Love the quality time together! here are some pictures!

JB trip. Jam lah!

then to ECP!!!!

&& alot more to go lah!

Fani's sis weddd. she's super gorgeous!

2007-04-29T15:11:00.000+08:00

i loooove her DRESS & MAKEUP!!!!

I was super late! met them at around 5 ahakx! sorry peeps!& it's so blardy HOT!! i'll update on pictures only. nothing interesting except for the bride!!! Gorgeous gorgeous gorgeous!!!

darn these sore eyes!!

2007-04-29T11:29:00.000+08:00

wat can i say?? the past week was not that good..

firstly, i have F**KING sore eyes.. damn it.. my eyes r super red n super itchy.. n there's this irritating pus oozing out from the eyes.. kept washing my eyes with some eye wash to keep it clean.. went to see the doctor on wednesday with baby n it was free n baby was so jealous!!! hahaha..lucky 4 me, i'm still n NSF but not 4 long..left 8 days more as n NSF..

secondly, i'm dead broke.. it feels like shit to open up ur wallet n see only 5 cents in it.. damn it!! had to borrow $$ from mum first.. segan betul nak mintak mummy..lucky mum tak kesah.. n i can't go to werk cos i have the bloody sore eyes!! also had to ask baby to top-up petrol cos i had to send her to school n stuff.. sorry syg.. really sucks being broke.. can't wait to get my pay.. have to go shopping n watch a movie.. been some time now since i last watch a movie..

yesterday, forced my boss to let me werk.. although my eyes had not fully recovered.. just put on a pair of shades and continued working.. it was very stressful cos i had to take care of the counter n all the were very impatient n were ASSHOLES!!!! they all kept coming n can't wait 4 their car.. their reason is they have a baby.. i was like 'ya watever!!only u have babies others don't'.. they only think about themselves.. selfish bastards!!!

den after werk went to pick baby up at woodlands cos dier gi jemputan den went to meet ijan.. on the way to meet ijan, something funny happened.. we were finding ijan around the industrial estate when suddenly some dogs tried to attack us.. i was riding round the area looking 4 ijan but did not see him.. so decided to go check one of the lanes.. then there was this dog in the middle of the road.. so i continued riding.. the dog looked to be moving aside but it suddenly turned around and started barking n chasing us.. den the other dogs there also joined in.. i could feel that baby was so scared cos she lifted her legs so high.. heheh.. so i rode faster to avoid the dogs.. damn those stupid dogs!!! but the sad thing is i couldn't see the look on baby's face.. mesti PUCAT gile kn!!!hahaha

den after that met ijan n den we went to jon's house to visit him.. his condition had improved from the last time i saw him..he's doing well.. recovering well also but his dad says he does not exercise much so it will take a longer time to recover.. exercise more dude.. baru boleh main bola dgn naik moto lagi!!! hahhaha.. by the way, jon's mum made some brownies 4 us.. her brownies taste so good together with the ice-cream..YUM-YUM!!! after eating, sent baby home n then went back to jon's place to lepak 4 a while den went home...

today, i so dead bored!! duk uma punye la boring!!!can't wit to get to werk tmr.. desperately need the money soon!!! hopefully my eyes recover soon enough 4 my interview with SIA.. hopefully i get the job..PRAY 4 me peeps!!!

nak kene kemas bilek siket ni.. bilek da messy sangat..hahha(bilek bujang pe)...CHAO!!!!

ARIS LOVE AYU!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sore eyes, anyone?

2007-04-25T10:08:00.000+08:00

the whole family got sore eyes including darling. how cool is that? adek got it from her friend, then my dad, then me, then mum and my brother! dennnnnn darling! im so sorry darling...

i've gt a total of 4 days MC. and i hav to go see docter for like 3 times plus tomorrow like what. the money pon like what. haiz..

darling got himself 2 days MC like for what eh d?

this Lutfi edited my picture. and i love it! thankx adek! lawa giler lah! nak lagi ouhkei!!

pictures will be updated soon. links will also be updated soon. =)

Dear readers, to view my font,

2007-04-14T15:43:00.000+08:00

please dload this font. http://www.dafont.com/search.php?psize=m&q=levicrayola

thank you!

Im 20 already? shooots!

2007-04-14T13:00:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to me on the 11th of April. ahakx! LAME!

thankx for all the wishes my friendssssss!! from SMSes, MSN, FRIENDSTER, and what not! thankx a bunch to everyone .. DARLING, IBU, AYAH, ADLI, ZAFIRAH, HAFIZAH & FAMILY(teeehee), AQILAH, SUHAILY, DIYANAH, SYAMSIAH, KHAIRIAH, LYDIAWATI, IRFAN, ANDEERA, HANISAH, SHIMMY, WAHIDAH, DITZ, ERFANI, FARAH, MUNIRAH, NURUL, NANA, MR AFIO, IFFAH, LUTFI, HAWA, BAIZURA, ANNE, HUDA, FAFADILAAA, AHMAD AMSYAR, LISA, NADIAH, RAMELIA, MDM ROSELINAH....and many more! feeyoh!

besties will be at my house tomorrow! can't wait to see all of them! picture time eh!! miss them so much!

woke up in the morning on the 11th april with both my parent by my sides, long long wishes for me, im so touched! & whatever im 20 lah!

no party this year, random burfday celebrations. weehoo! again im so touched! burfday celebration at the zoo with the ASSK traniee t'cers.i love you gurls. 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME I AM BORN IN THE ZOO is definately not for me k babes!' hermpz! had aLOT of fun with them! it's only like 2 months plus with them, but the bonds between us argggh so WOW!

Burfday celebration with darling was a romentic one. not by the seaside or what but yeah only the both of us. cheeky him saboed me with cream. i love you darling! thankx for the N73! woohoooo! im loving it!

last thursday, after school,me n my babes watched TURISTAS. super wow! but abit disturbing lah. alot of pocking, slashings, suspends and bla bla bla. ouh bfore that, we walked all the way from bugis to The Cathay. how cool is that and we got LOST. explore FORT CANNING in the middle of MAGRIB. and it's MALAM JUMAAT. one of my babe can really see stuffs. so what a day lah. had fun with babes as usual. darling fetched me at the cathay at around 11pm. what a blast!

ouh wafi met with an accident. visited him at NUH and yesterday all the swiss gang when to visit him again. he's super weak. get well soon aight Wafi.

thankx sayang for the N73!!

thankx babes for the DIVA pink bangle!

thankx for the GIODANO KIDS SWEATER Adli(mu bro). eventhough it's for 10 - 11 years old kids, i can perfectly fit on it. thankx adli, u've made me feel really2 young! heehee

thankx Bai & Anne for the FAMOUS AMOS COOKIES!! sayang nk makan...teehee. yet to even take it out from the bag! =)

took it out once heh!

thankx again everyone!

IM ALL HAPPY!! =) isn't this too long? k chou!

helloooo people!!!!

2007-04-06T20:36:00.000+08:00

wow... its been a long time since i updated this darn blog.. sorry guys.. been bz the past month with my last deployment at jurong island b4 i ORD.. it sure feels like a long2 month but nevertheless, its over..

the past few days have been quite hectic 4 me though.. sending baby to work, school n also home..have also been helping Rohaizad at TMC so u can imagine how bz i've been lately.. only today i got like a real break with baby.. we went to east coast just now to enjoy some time together.. picked baby up from her home at about 8 this morning n den zoom to east coast straight.. when we reached there, there was not really a lot of people there so were got to pick like a shady spot 4 our tent to put our belongings..the moment everything was ready, baby sraight away baring n wanted to sleep.. ape jugak tau syg ni..so we like slept 4 a while cos we were like so tired..

den while taking a nap, we were awakened by some commotion outside of our tent.. it was then that we realized that da banyak org kat sane.. banyak makcik2 kat luar tent kite so we stayed in the tent and talked ,read newspaper played game n dgr lagu sampi ptg.. although we did not mandi laut, it was super fun just going out n having our pesonal time together!!thanks a lot baby.. after that, we packed up and left 4 my house.. put the tent n barang2 at home n den we went makan at SINARAN at teck whye.. den went to look 4 a new phone at west mall cos i'm thinking of changing my phone now that i'm going to ord.. den went to vista point to buy baby's contact lenses.. yey!! after so long, she is going to wear contacts again.. wuhoooo!!!

lately there is this asshole who keeps pestering baby with messages n maybe calls.. he is like the lamest moron in this world.. he has a girlfriend but he keeps disturbing baby with his stupid messages that r like so flirty it makes me want to puke.. just bcos he has a car, he keeps wanting to send baby home la nak amek la ni la tu la.. but lucky i had a talk with baby n i have faith n trust i her...she let me know that she just treats him as a fren n nothing more than that.. i hope that moron doesn't get his hopes too high.. get a life asshole.. stick to ur girlfriend motherf**ker n stop being a nuisance to others.. u may have a car n money but that is not all to a girl...

time to chao now!!! bye!!!!

ARIS LOVE AYU!!!

what a day!

2007-04-02T21:39:00.000+08:00

there's a new kid. and whatever k? the mom vv hardcore lah seh!

my cute cute darling nabilla & sohail. & of course the new girl =)!

darling send me to work & school & picked me up after sch. feeyoooh! yest reach home like really late! 12am lah seh! and darling ngamok eh? mau pe?!

miss my darling like soh much! & i miss nana! haiz...nape nana tak dtg tadi!!!

after sch, went to sembawang park with darling. like arghhh at last! ouh so romentic moment with my dear darling...

i've got nice nice pictures!

nice nice pictures of darling & me of course!

Life been a hactic!

2007-03-30T21:34:00.000+08:00

Nasrah my new kid is such a darling!nana, t'cer love you so much k darling...don't cry baby! she's cute! "t'cer, nana nak cencing!" imagine 2+ years old, toilet trained! how cool is that?

but the major problem is that, cencing doesn't only mean pass urine it's also washing hands. and when i put her on the toilet bowl, and she didn't pee, i'll go "nana, nana tak cencing pon! nana bedek eh!!!". nana said "heeheee...nana tak cenncing heeehee...". how adorable! another new child by april. Playgroup's growing!

need to finish my lesson plan lah seh! tomorrow's exam day. haiz...my principle will be observing me with the kids this coming monday. whatever ouhkey!

i miss my darling so much! haiz..am i too busy & tired or what?i need alot of rest lah!

saw Nabilla's mum. she's friendly i can say!teachers must be friendly with parents but don't be their friend! remember!

some of the kenduri's picture!

k the end.

random pictures.

2007-03-18T11:10:00.000+08:00

gf changed the time for our meeting today...meet her at around 1pm. Jgn lambat ouhkey babe!*wink wink* she's a star karat btw!

my newly rebooted leppie is superb! thankx to Hairil! teehee.

module 1's assignment down, 1 more to go...haiya tomorrow need to go to work...&& school...

22nd march, there will be a trip to jurong bird park! weehoo! den later that day, i'll be having presentation for module 2...that'll be my 2nd assignments. i'll get it done by tonight. a must!and yeah lesson plan...by tonight! duh!

ok here are some random pictures...if you wanna see, see, if don't have a good day! go chow!

picture this. we were trap in the rain lahhh!!! what else? ingat suke2 ke pose kt highway! highway eh?byk dgr lagu jojo uh!

just plain bored!

brownies neone?!!! noice!!

ermmm!yum yum yum!!!bluekx!

my creative creations! my lecturer loves it!

cute ryte??!!

assignments oh assignments

2007-03-18T02:48:00.000+08:00

ahhh i've just completed my module 1 assignment. peeyoooh! 6 pages..amacam?

my module 2 assignment? tomorrow can type it out. lesson plans? term 1 & 1st week of term 2 wtf eh? i've yet to study on how to ahhh whatever.

my back hurts!

gg to meet bestie aka kissy tomorrow! research2!! and irfan too!! yey yey! i miss my friends!!! zal! if u read this, msg k if u wanna join...=)

k gtg sleep! im tired! papers all around. need to CLEAN UP!

=p

unreasonable!

2007-03-11T17:40:00.000+08:00

can you please help me **** this guy..

Vincenzo Montella says:

hi

Vincenzo Montella just sent you a nudge.

[[ αίяίѕ ]] " i can see your true colours & that's why i Love you!" says:

yes

Vincenzo Montella says:

you are pretty

[[ αίяίѕ ]] " i can see your true colours & that's why i Love you!" says:

thank you

Vincenzo Montella says:

marry me

[[ αίяίѕ ]] " i can see your true colours & that's why i Love you!" says:

HAHAHA

Vincenzo Montella says:

i dream your p****

[[ αίяίѕ ]] " i can see your true colours & that's why i Love you!" says:

please. no shits!

[[ αίяίѕ ]] " i can see your true colours & that's why i Love you!" says:

mind your words. i'll block you now!

[[ αίяίѕ ]] " i can see your true colours & that's why i Love you!" says:

take care

really got pissed on this kind of shits!

im now doing my assignment. haiya!

yesterday was a blast! not because of the Open House! not because my face was in the paper. for like 2 times yesterday & friday.. it was because of shits. i've had enough of shits. i cried like shit. i don't feel good. whatever it is, thanks fellow senior teachers for cooling me down. hearts!

im down with all kind of sickness coz i've not enough rest! shit again right? i've been sick since monday dated 05 march 2007 till today and still going on. but i noe im strong to handle everything. i've got the key to the School. and i've to officially open the school for tomorrow till friday. haiz. it's school holiday. yet we teachers have to report to work.

im so not in the mood now. bye!

been bz lately..

2007-03-09T20:25:00.000+08:00

sorry ppl.. been very bz lately.. didn't have time to blog recently..

first of all, i'm now having my duties at jurong island so i will be more bz n my off days will be kind of fucked up.. so hopefully time past by faster n den i will be free!!!

the past few weeks, i have been spending time with baby n the swiss gang, nad, yan n ijan.. we have been meeting up the past 2 saturdays but too bad i can't make it tmr.. time really passes very fast cos we didn't really notice that we have known each other for about 8-9 years..damn that is quite long..we always have something to talk n laugh about..n whenever we meet up i feel like those carefree school days again.. haha..

for now, my mind is just so blank.. so maybe i'll continue tmr.. bye!!!

Happy birthday PG children!

2007-03-04T21:07:00.000+08:00

hello people. can i just post pictures? yes? ouhh yess ah! toodles!

the teachers are all sweet + crazy. Ahmad, Sohile & Nabilla = CUTE giler! tak leh tahan mcm nk gigit2 pipi Nabilla!

can u see the cake? feyooo! sedap!

k i'm done!

pathetic.

2007-02-26T21:24:00.000+08:00

there's this pathetic guy name adip. he's super pathetic i tell you! (kalau dier baca ni lagi lah maha power!) but what ever it is, you are Lame! and i don't wish to be your friend. get it?

now i noe why u've been rejected like oh so many times. coz you are so unreasonable. and hello! you're 22? can i knock some sense in ur head?need i say more?

im too mean to be me. haha. i've been really straight forward this few days. and i felt great!

i've got 2 sessions to handle with aqilah tomorrow! and Putri's mum will be in the class for 30 mins only. oh thank God! so many things happened but i don't noe where to start. oh in the first place, do i need to blog it out? i don't think so. =)

we've got Ahmad alone to handle in the morning. Sohail & Putri in the afternoon. im so thankful that both the guys had been seperated. hahahaha earthquake!

other then that, they look cute together..

went o dover just now. met darling. it was raining, & i hv to go to dover coz he can't fetch me at work. there i was at dover & he said, "you, masi hujan...mcm mane ni? you balik naik MRT jelah." i was all wet ok mind you. shivering like mad in the MRT. and when he said that, my blood went TING TING! and i said, " tsk! kalau gitu buat ape org buang masa dtg sini? kan tadi dah boleh balik teros. my ez-link dr 7 plus tingal 5 plus & confirm after this tros tgl 3 plus. kan dah basah. bagi basah teros tak boleh?" i nearly cried coz im all mad. if im mad, i'll cry no matter there's ALOT of people or whatsoever!

he send me home. im really not in the mood. he's not in the mood too maybe. but we are both fine. as lovely as before. =)

can i update pictures tomorrow?if i have the time...btw, tomorrow's date, 1st March. toodles!

CNY celebration with the kids. CUTE!

2007-02-24T18:25:00.000+08:00

i noe this is a lil too late. i'm free right now. so yeah. can only update now.

all in RED. they are all cute in red. ulfa super sexy! with her mini skirt. heh. Danial tak abis2 spider man. Firdaus cute, ba-na-nas in pa-ja-mas! hahaha cute!! my handsome hero, shazrin, handsome like always. hugs & kisses for Shazrin *winks* & also deedee shazani (Shazrin's brother). both so cute & handsome! *melts*

ok teachers, crazy! action speaks louder then words. means we are more then crazy.

the teachers.

cute nyer! they are all mine! muahahaha!

GONG XI FA CAI!!!!

2007-02-22T20:54:00.000+08:00

happy new year to all those chinese ppl out there.. i know it may be a bit late but who cares!!! hope u ppl enjoyed collecting the red packets!!

this year's chinese new year feels like shit cos i didn't get to celebrate it actually.. had to do my duty at jurong island.. blaaaa..it's over now anyway..

on monday, had dinner with all my uncles n aunts at a restaurant at changi rd.. baby was there also.. had some consolation 4 this year's new year as me n baby got some money there..hehe.. b4 going there, me n baby went to yishun to meet ijan to lepak2.. we had some food at KFC which i totally regret having..den we went to meet my family at the restaurant.. we had like an 8 course meal..i was so full i could hardly walk.. really regretted eating at KFC earlier.. den after the meal sent baby home n den went to meet ijan, zali n yan.. we went fishing at lim chu kang n it was very funny.. caught a lot of fish n had a lot of fun there.. after fishing, sent yan home and at the same time took back my tent cos me n baby going to the beach the next day..

i didn't get much sleep but still had to wake up early to go to the beach..had been looking forward to going to the beach with baby.. picked baby up early in the morning n went straight to east coast n lucky 4 us the crowd there was not so bad.. there was still space 4 us to pitch our tent..haha.. after setting up everything, we had our breakfast at burger king.. den we went back to our tent n got ready to swim.. so fun tapi baby tak brani gi jauh2..hee.. after the swim, we changed n i fell asleep..sorry syg.. penat sangat agaknye.. nasib baik baby tak mengamok.. den baby woke me up cos the sky was quite dark n nampak cam nak hujan.. nasib tak hujan.. so we quickly packed our things n went home!! what a tiring day!!!

yesterday n today felt like a routine to me.. woke up in the morning, send baby to work, go home, continue sleeping, wake up in the afternoon n pick baby up n den go watch movie.. watched ghost rider yesterday n dream girls just now.. had fun.. been quite some time since we watched movies..now have to get ready to go back to camp.. hmmmm....chao!!!!

oMg oMg what's with ..:ARIES:. The Liar??

2007-02-18T09:41:00.000+08:00

The passionate Lover

..:ARIES:. The Liar [mine]

Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to #### with. Erotic. Funny. Take you on trips to the moon in bed. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY sexy. Loves being in long relationships.=) Addictive. Loud. best in bed. 16 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

..:LEO:. The Lion in bed [Harris's]

Great talker. Sexy and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

omg! har har har! CNY celebration at school was boy oh so fun! we were all in Red. dance like mad. posed like what?! hahaha. fun fun & lots of fun!

school holidays! happy holiday to me!! woohoo! gg swimming with the family today weehoo!

what about today?baguuuuuuuuuuuuuuuus!wink

2007-02-12T21:00:00.000+08:00

Ahmad really made my day..ouh yeah, today was my first day with Ahmad...well, ouhkeii, what about baguuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuus! ahmad said that to me when i asked him how's the sound of cow? and yes, he said, baguuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuus! i laugh like mad! ouh and he called a cow, moo moo cow. i thought he noe cows moooooooo but i was wrong. stoopid advertisment!

alot of Ahmad's pictures today. bare with me aight?

okeii what else? Darling fetch me today. suke kan aku! hahaha. budden didn't go newhere. he said later wed can go out. like ouhkey what? valentine's day? it's a no no ok my dear!

ahaaaaa!! slept with my grandma the night before, at 5am in the morning, my grandma woke me up telling me it was 6am. i checked my hp and i saw 6am too. but it's kind of weird, why didn't my alarm ring? so whatever i took shower. den kan...my grandma knocked the door, "nur, baru pukul 5 lah bukan pukul 6. haha" i was like ah? what?

what to do, im all fresh already, can't get back to sleep. so i get ready for work. haiya my grandma!

yey yey! next week school holiday! gg to KL maybe! MAYBE ouhkey. if not, go out with darling ah. cause he'll be free from sunday eh? or monday till thursday woohoo! yey yey!!!

i realise something. something that i can't tell here. =)

i guess that's it for today...enjoy the pictures.

a kindergarten life. more of it!

us, the sweet sisters! love ya!

us & more of us!

PlayGroup Teacher i am!

2007-02-08T20:50:00.000+08:00

yey-ness! Mdm Rashidah had chosen Aqilah & me to handle the PG kiddos! woohoo! for now, there's only Ahmad & Zul!!!! hehe. happening kan!

no jeans to work..arghh boring. have to start wearing decent nonsense clothing! haiyaaa! ibu will be so happy if she noes bout the clothing thing. confirm! hahaha!

so happy! PG teacher by monday! woohoo! i love zul very2 much!

there's a few pictures of the crazy friends aka 'teachers'...but i'm just too lazy to upload. haha.

chous chous! i'm happy for you my dear friend! good luck ouhkeii!!! threat her right! if not, i'll bang! bang! you! susah nk kejar...ingat tu!

mcm mak nenek eh? darling confirm suke! siap uh kalau dier baca!

19th months today & i love you even more!

2007-02-07T20:35:00.000+08:00

it's our 19th months today! hehe it won't stop here definately! =)long life(?!) relationship to us! cheers!

more pictures today!!!enjoy!

ouh ya..btw, i'm sick!

left to right: Kak Shai, Mdm rashidah, Kak Belle & kak ryan. =)

us!! left to right: Lily, Aqilah, me & Diana. =))

me, Batrisyah[anak ustazah zalifah tau!!] & Aqilah!

can't remember his name..but he's cute! definately!

Danial! hendsome! tapi kene bagi fair ckit uh! ru hendsome giler! hehe!

handsome boy, cute boy & pretty me! heh

Firdaus[cute giler!], Saad & cute boy!

sayang teacher Aqilah!

Aqilah & Diana. =)

us! the happy teachers!

more pictures tomorrow! can?????

Abdul Aleem Siddique Kindergarten!

2007-02-06T17:44:00.000+08:00

all about work today!

still doing decoration for the school. but still have time to play around with kiddos. Zul esp! yey zul can click with me already. how attractive am i? you tell me...[am very! =p]

okeii today sign-ed the contract of school + work. on bond till June. coolness. cepat nyer! best! nothing much bout the contract. walah!

Mdm Rashidah, the principal, was on mc. budden she suddenly came. kak shai told us we can go off at 1 if we didn't go for lunch. we were so happy. den shocked when we saw Mdm Rashidah. so no gg back home at 1pm. haiz. hopefully tomorrow can! yey!

Mdm Rashidah took some pictures of the kiddos. wanna see???come lets go!

nursery class. Ahmad the notty boy!! btw, izzati is the small girl beside ahmad.. remember a-yu?yeah tat's her!

kiddos before gg into the class..Zul is the one in the first row from the left. cute ryte??

our decoration!! half of the room actually! =)

our decoration! =)))

our decoration! =)) colourful ryte?

Aqilah semangat berbual ngan ermmm zul agaknyer..

Lily semangat hehe.

Lily & Diana...

children are so adorable!

2007-02-03T19:27:00.000+08:00

i'm not gg to talk bout work or children. haha but i can't resist it. so adorably cute! funny too! fun!

there's this small boy, i don't noe his name btw...played hide & seek with me. when he saw me, he waved at me. and i went huh? ok ok i'll wave at you back. hehe. so cute kan...

another one cute cute boy by the name of Zul. he's so so cute! i was with this ikea long green snake on a rag. i was so bored so i played around with the snake. den zul came...he saw the snake & said smtg like "eee snake eee snake..." aku ape lagi..."ayooo the snake like you...teacher give you the snake ok?"... hahaha... zul's so cute! he said "no no no don't want don't want i so scared" rubbing his stomach while saying that...hahaha... den i pretended not seeing Zul coming towards me...with the snake on me...i said "arggggh!!!!" den he shouted!! with his shocked face!! so cute!! den i quickly apologised to him..."zul....sorry sorry!!" den he laugh! very-very cheeky i tell you! den all the way i scared him with the snake and he shouted & shouted...

again a funny lil girl. while learning vocal. a e i o u... this lil girl by the name of izzati...hahaha.. cute cute! the teacher said "i-bu.."izzati said "a-yu.."
HAHAHA!!! the teacher said i-bu.. izzati said a-yu.. HAHAHA!!! like hahaha!!! we laugh & laugh! cute! so cute! "a-pi" izzati said "a-ti"..."a-pi!"...izzati said "a-ti"...hahaha...the teacher sampai cakap..."ASTARFIRULLAH YA ALLAH IZZATI...A-PI IZZATI..." izzati said "a-ti" hahaha!!!! oh my god...

okeyy enuff of the children! i really had fun with the kiddos!even though i'll have to wake up early for work!

yesterday, darling met me at my workplace..den we went to far east for ermm early dinner? yeah...den went to TMC. darling took his pay from roy! har har har!

today, went town-ing again with darling, but only for a while...ate at KFC den walked around for a while den off to bugis..very2 the pyseh! i don't noe why it's so packed till at the bugis traffic light wahlao so full! so packed! darling said i hav to climb the divider...no other choice..so lala watever. very the pyseh! hav to...i don't wan't to be pushed! so wala ok ok i'll climb! hahaha...

went to see the apek alte sluar...lik wtf! sluar hilang???sian darling..but watever it is, the apek gave him $25 instead of $20. the apek wanted to give hin only $20 for a $29 sluar. like what kan...nasib u lah darling dpt $25.. hehe

was so sleepy. i don't noe why. tot of gg to the gym tomorrow. but hav to cancle it...my grandma's b'day...sorry darling...klah...tired. toodles!

1st day at work. Confused!

2007-02-01T17:50:00.000+08:00

i was called by Julai regarding the signing of contract. first, he told me that Mr Ismail aka the boss wanted to meet at FLTC[the sch] budden change of place. we have to be at Abdul [alim/halim](donno which one) as-siddiq Kindergathen at 8.30am. shocked but what to do...

had a very hard time waking up today. heh. i told my mum i don't want to shower.. hahaha. went out at around 7.25am. MRT packed. irritating seh! reached there, i tot we were sposs to like only sign the contract? budden we hav to decorate the Playgroup class & the children already call us teacher. they are all so cute & small! they are all very-very cheeky! smile smile smile! hahaha. so cute! they recite all sort of doa there. oh my god! like so many!

and guess what...mr ismail arrived at around 3pm. and we have to come down again tomorrow! like huh?? there's alot in my mind. sok jaga kau mr Ismail!

i'll take some pictures of our decoration tomorrow! so colourful! so nice! so cute! so whatever lah! need to wake up early again tomorrow! haizzz..

ok here are the pictures!

2007-01-31T16:56:00.000+08:00

you won't be seeing tiny baby here...

Cutenyer!!!

my queen cupcake!

my honey flakes with mushy-mushy..

yum yum ouhkeyy!!

fuck! im gg to cry again soon!

2007-01-30T16:10:00.000+08:00

i was all happy in the morning...can't wait for the test despite the shivers & the heartbeats. iwas very-very happy when i got the best instructor ever. he's fun! happening! friendly & stuff like that! he's super great i tell you and his name is...haha i forgot! Loh smtg lah! hahaha. the minute i got my tester name, FUCK FUCK FUCK! this can't be that farking Foo! omg! don't tell me that FOO! fark fark! den im so farking nervous! like what siak! why do i get you and not that white hair-ed tester. so suey i tell you!

the minute im in the car with HIM! shit happens! everything wrong happens at the wrong time and again fuck! he's just so suey i tell you! i feel like crying but fuck lah i noe he's so suey! ouh did i tell you he's my aunt's suey tester?my aunt cried & stop-ed the test on the spot! see how suey is that? and i can't stand his bitchy mouth! i can't concentrate and suey! i kept on doing whatever i don't wanna do!

crap. after all that of course i failed! this time round, worst then the test before. fuck him lah! [aku nk nangis time keluar bilik tu...tapi pikirkan kt luar ada byk matrips..ok bukan banyak...berlambak..takkan aku nk pi nangis depan dorg so aku step senyum step pass lah! kepala toot lah!] called my mum and get scoldings...called darling, no answer. i was so fucked up by then. i kept on cursing & cursing! why didn't anyone reply my call???ok only my mum & again scoldings! so pissed off! so useless! while walking towards bt gombak mrt, foo kept on haunting me! i talked to myself i curse & curse! i don't care what ppl wanna say. i don't care nemore! very pissed!

btw, i was otp with ibu & i sat somewhere near the info counter. mr Loh came. he tot i passed. he said it's okeii...what did he tell you bla bla bla! he comfort me! a bit relieved. he's very very supportive!

my next tp date. my birthday! and darling said, it'll be ur best birthday present ever! hopefully!

will be gg down to FLTC again this thursday. have to sign contract. sch full-time work part-time as a trainee teacher. courses fully paid by them. that's the only thing that makes me happy today.

ibu is so sour! i hate that! at least comfort me or something...=(

and Darling don't noe what is Dota! hahaha he's so not a gamer!

i've been reading malay novels. finish reading 1 novel within 2 days. harhar! that's me. im a freak i noe. game freak, computer freak, bookworm not book freak! another novel to go!

today is the most suey day in my whole life living in this world! thanks to mr suey! and that is mr foo! =)

there's aLot to blab! (her version).

2007-01-29T18:16:00.000+08:00

it's my turn to blab. okei who says NS life sucks to the core?come put up ur hands together with mine. see how boring his posts were. all bout his NS life. like duh! no offence darling..post something diff lah next time. i noe what his answer will be..."alah tak tau lah ape nk type..." forever! whatever!

1st and foremost, visit a used to be close friend of mine. congrets to ur tiny baby girl! heehee. so small! so small! really! okey not small, tiny! =)

when shopping for the baby's gift. i went gugugaga over everything nice & pretty for babies & NOT for me like WHAT? i'm crazy i noe! it's not that i want babies this very moment or what..but they are just so adorable! darling was with me. and he witness every single thing that i did.

i even said smtg like, ok this one cennot buy for my friend's baby, this is for my baby bla bla bla! oh this is so cute! a must buy for my baby! hahahaha

see?get what i mean...but seriously! im not ready for all that. if i were to say im ready, u've just been cheated by me...yeah! im just not ready for everything! shut up!

omg! tomorrow's my TP! and what??i really want if fast! and it's my 2nd TP. like ape seh! can you please mr tp pass me this time!!!im sick of waiting!!![but of course lah seram nk mampos seh confirm besok!]tak paham takpe. mmg aku suke bebual bahasa melayu tebalik2. hahaha.

pray hard i'll pass this time round. i don't want to waste anymore money.

last week, a baking week for me! baked some cupcakes & honey cornflaks with mushy2..hehe noice too me & my dad & my mum & my bro & my sister but donno darling! if he says no, den i don't want to be ur 'gf' nemore uh! kwang3...u can just grab jon the g-club to be ur "gf" instade!

psst:to swiss, not jon wafi alryte...=)

what else eh?ouh yeah!!!!!!! i miss my FL laydees! esp Syam! & Lyd & khai(bdk kecik) hehe!!! hopefully can meet them tomorrow!!! ibu's nt working tomorrow! yes uh!!!

pictures of tiny baby Nur Hafizah Shakirah (mcm tu kott nama nye) later!

the 'nasi ayam' power day!

2007-01-28T20:36:00.000+08:00

sorry ppl... been bz lately n did not have much time to update blog.. did not actually have time to go online actually..

had live firing on thursday n it was really very tiring.. went off at 6 plus n came back only on friday morning at about 5.. it was very rushing n to me the objective of the training was not met.. damn those who planned this training.. there was not much rest time n meal time was also a mad rush..then once everything was over, there was a major FUCK-UP with the buses n transport..had to wait so long just to go back to camp.. the stores were also not managed properly..i just didn't know what those ppl were doing.. the way they brief us was so professional but the execution was just so assholic!! i wouldn't want to be under them if something really happened.. den once we reached camp, we quickly settled everything ,went 4 breakfast n went to sleep.. all of us were so so tired..

had to wake up at about 11 plus to clear up the stores n everything else n my head was aching, maybe bcos of the lack of sleep.. once everything was done, left early to meet baby at gombak cos she had her practical earlier.. (hopefully she passes her TP test) den we went to far east cos baby wanted to eat there n on the way stopped by at Tmc to settle something wif 'Roy'..haha... at far east, i ate hokkien mee n baby had her hor fun..it was quite nice to have some hot food cos we were shivering with cold as we were wet from the rain.. den we went to lucky plaza to check out the jeans at levis which was on sale.. hopefully once i get my pay, i can buy something 4 myself n baby!!

yesterday had to do my COS duty n guess wat?? i woke up at 8 although i was supposed to take over at 8..haha luckily my men on duty was in no hurry to go home.. it was such a boring day yesterday..

just now went out with baby.. firstly, wanted to eat at 'ah seng'(hainanese boneless chicken rice).. used to be at tanglin halt but now at clementi..had slight problem looking 4 it initially but manged to find it.. its quite big now n has many more staff..still taste as good as ever..den we didn't know where to go n baby suggested sembawang park.. so we went to my hse first to take the PSP den off we were to sembawang park.. baru duduk kejap baby da complain gatal kene gigit nyamuk..nasib dpt amek gamba dulu.. den we went to causeway point n den to the library.. managed to borrow some books n after that went home.. feel quite tired now but i still feel that tak puas ah jumpe baby kejap je..haha..lain hari boleh jumpe lagi eh baby.. ;-p

looks yummy right?

syiok 'sendiri' girl..."what?syiok what!!"

let's eat!

us. before he 'lari' back home to put away all unnecessary stuffs! btw, the 'gf' hav to carry all the stuffs eh when we ride! hehe... other then that, "youuuu nah! youuu nah!! alahhhhhhhhhh!! har har har" very childish! i noe i am!

was left all alone. so sad =( .. i noe!

at Sembawang park. wrong side of the park!

now preparing to go back camp.. see...its such a rush!!! luckily my NSF days r going to be over soon!!!

beautiful rainbow!

2007-01-18T15:53:00.000+08:00

what a day yesterday. super sunny day. can't actually stand the heat. 1st of all, had an interview at masjid abdul what siddique? (donno lah eh). got didi with me. heehee. ouh yeah btw, i tot the place was a mosque or something. not a mosque. yey! went there with didi. did aLOT of catch-up! fun! so cehcoo! heehee. when to mcD continue blabbing. we cant stop talking like wow! aLOT to talk about! then Fan came.

tot fan knew bout fani's shooting at esplanade. i tot i've told him. but he's so darn 'selenge' nevermind. when to esplanade with fan. did alot of catch-ups with fan too! bout one of our buddy. i can't believe it. like whatever. i can like find
anyone like u by the dirty road siak! please don't be one! i want you to be the old you! fark lah! why must you change to this kind of thing? 'sampah masyarakat'? fark! hopefully, you'll realise and be the old you that we know! please lah! you've got brain. if u still hav it now lah.

fan had asthma attacks before the meetup. i was so afraid he'll get the attack while he's with me. i told him that when he faint or gets asthma attacks, i'll run away from him. hahaha. i noe i'm bad! we chat & chat, we saw beauTIFUL rainBOW! like wOW! WOW! & woW! hehe. spent like hours by the bay chit chatting all the way. and fan smoke too much! on our way to marina sq, i started to feel something. i felt so sicky while we were at McD. at around 7 plus, we make a move. by then the MRT was so packed. we both felt very sicky. we really need the seats heh. fan did say something like "hey can you please give up ur seat to me?" like ok to you alone? yeah what a good friend you are. heh. al last, 'ang mo kio' woohoo! fan being so kiasu & so tired stand right infront of the seats. like whatever! we need it! hah!

met darling at admiralty. by then i really can't take it. i can't walk properly. but he still drag me to this otah shop. far away from where we stand. like arggh! okey whatever! sat somewhere near my place for a while. den i went back home.

i've gt fever & it's nt easy for me to get to sleep. wanted to off the fan coz i was darn cold. knowing my sister can't live with the fan off, dragged my butt did some work. pull the matress under my bad & sleep. har har sleep? no way. i still can't sleep! like what? i don't noe why. sleepless night! went to the toilet like 4 to 5 times. like where do all these came from? whatever it is, i'm now fine after taking panadols later in the morning. haha.

"im with a cute clown!"

2007-01-14T23:28:00.000+08:00

the past few days was really fun.. spending time with baby n my frens!!

on friday, met jon, nad, yan n his frend at nad's place to lepak cos actually wanted to meet jon.. da lame dier MIA.. had our dinner n lots of other stuff to eat n den wanted to watch BORAT..actually i watched it in camp already..zali n jon didn't even last for a while.. they fell asleep so quickly.. jon even snored mind u... seeing them sleep made me sleepy so i joined the both of them.. in the end, only yan n his frend finished watching the show..actually the show is funny but very K1K!!! after the show, made my way back cos i was so sleepy.. zali was sleeping like a log n maybe he didn't even know that i left.. haha

den yesterday met the swiss gang for dinner at Seoul Garden at marina..first time eating there n we made sure that the meal was worth every cent that we paid.. before meeting them, me n baby walked ard marina sq. to past time n we saw this belt at PUMA which was so nice.. wanted to buy but it was soo expensive..it was so BLINK2!!! haha..den we just continued window sopping when suddenly i heard someone shout my name.. it was so loud.. i turned ard to see who it was n it turned out to be BAI!!!! it was so embarrassing..so malu!!! PLEASE don do that again bai..someone invented the mobile phone..so please use it to call me next time..

den went to eat at seoul garden..we ate as if we have not eaten for days.. banyak giler seh..how could we not?? it cost us $27 each...but it was nice eating there once in a while..the beef was nice.. den we had ice-cream n fruits 4 desserts.. after all the eating n drinking, my perut was like so buncit..HAHA!! den went to meet yan n nad at mac n we lepak there 4 quite long.. although it was just the 4 of us, it was like super fun..baby said that nad bebual lincah giler, nak kene dgr betul2 baru boleh faham.. ape nak uat?? da ade ciri2 makcik2 KEPO!!!! hahaha.. it's been like a long time that we had such fun lepak2 together.. den once it started to drizzle, we went home.. halfway while sending baby, the rain started to get heavier n i told her to wear the pants 4 the raincoat.. she looked cuted in it although it was like oversized.. cam clown... hahahahaha

do i look diff? i think so!

there's more pictures. but so blur. so whatever.

just now went to beach rd with baby n ijan.. actually i wanted to carik baju.. da lame tak beli baju.. ijan wanted to buy stuff 4 his trip to taiwan.. at beach rd, we ate tulang.. so best.. been a long time since i ate tulang.. i also bought this purple t-shirt that cost me $24.. but i think it is worth it.. den sent baby home cos ibu keje n she has to take care of adek.. den went to lepak with ijan n zabit.. quite fun but we talked a lot about army.. (biase la, men's talk) hahaha... i'm quite tired now..supposed to book-in tonite but i'm booking in tmr morning.. had fun the past few days n hope to lepak with u ppl soon... chao!!

ARIS LOVE AYU!!!!!!!

Spirit Of The Victim!!

2007-01-10T23:37:00.000+08:00

har har har! fun shouting & laughing! whenever dara shout, i'll shout. zal, very the silent but still cover her eyes. hehe. fun fun! the guys laugh & laugh. like irfan said, "aku tertipu!". coz the storyline very the complicated! very i tell you. other then that, shouts! hehe. fun lah!

llllets shout out loud girls!

girls after the show! heehee. masuk toilet scary! harharhar. the blue shirt girl smiling to herself. harharhar.

unwanted calls.

2007-01-10T11:32:00.000+08:00

hello there people. =P

yesterday while i was with my darling, someone called me and . . . "hello?!" . . . "yes hello? who are you? siape tu?!" . . . "Hello?!" . . . " WHO ARE YOU?!" . . . "ni shawal lah!" . . . "ouh." . . . "is everything fine?are you bz?" . . . "ya everything's fine. im buzy right now." . . . "alryte then i'll call you some other time." . i quickly put down the phone. waht seh!

i noe i've been ignoring his calls. so what? he's not a VIP to me. har har.

darling send me to FLTC. went thru the interview with Mr Ismail(if i'm not wrong). ada tanda2 dier nk suru aku ajar bahasa arab. like whad? no other subjects. hopefully dapat lah. hermpz. after the interview, lepak at bugis(org tue2 nyer tpt). if you noe where i mean. unwanted calls. 2 to 3 times. this nyonya called. very funny. har har. "is your number 913*****?" . . . "yes." . . . "ok bye!" . . . hahaha!!!

den he send me home. went to jb wif ibu & ayah. took my specs. yippy! i loike! had brunch! the mee hong kong like me long kang. haiz. the otak-otak power! at night, met darling. lepak at the park. very cooling. showed off my new specs to him. hahaha. dier ckp lawa. yey! hehe. klah here are some photoes.

tu je ok? i can't wait!! gng watch Spirit of the victim with friends! woohoo!! see you guys later!

tired again?yes!

2007-01-07T23:07:00.000+08:00

hello! i'm back blogging. btw, i'm MIA with reasons.

my uncle's wedding. yey! had been up till late night helping. like whatever. early morning till late night. what's that? no rest. skip meals(shh. don't tell my darling!). eyebags. tired! after the wedding, yeah freedom! hahaha.

alryte. i'll start from thursday, 4th jan o7. woke up so early in the morning. did some last min shopping for the hantaran deco. noice touch. thanks to us! yey! went back home quite late. after helping my grandma with the kitchen stuff like peeling the onion skin eh? har har bawang putih bawang merah aduii! den nite, help my aunty with the ribbons. yey i've passed! yey yey dah boleh kawin! hehe. joking okeii! den balik uh ape lagi.

pagi2 bute. very sleepy!

friday. woke up as early as 7.30 am went out as early as 8.30 am went to my grandma's place yet again. help her with the cooking. and i sweat. i really sweat like pig! while cooking. that's why the lauk so sedap. help my uncle(the groom)with his contact lenses. ni part kelaka. har har har. tsk mcm ne ni...leceh lah..kk mcm ni mcm ni.. jangan kelip dulu kasi masuk baru kelip..*kelip2*..masi ade tu kt
jari...har har har! funny i tell you! i can't help laughing! in the end, he passed!
*applause!*hehe. at night, my uncle's friends came. eat2. did the hantaran thing. our hands loaded with glue. yucks! and we gave nayi plain water with ice actually
she wanted warm water. it's glue, ice cubes & water. ewww. reached home at around 2 plus am. feeeyuh!

me & NATT. glue-eee us!

wedding day. 06/01/07. woke up like what? 6 in the morning or earlier. like shit. i can't take it. like what is this? a wedding or gg to sch kindof thing? blurghh.. drag my ass, took shower. put on make-up. nice clothes. look nice. with sleepy eyes & eyebangs. nice outfits, yuckiee faces! har har har. me n natt were so drop dead tired + not gourgeous! i bet you'll puke seeing us like that. but we have to drag & fake smile please! yeah. went to aunty rita's place for the nikah thing & the kadi's so darn late! wth? janji melayu pe kadi? my uncle were so stressfull. maybe he's afraid the kadi bubble? har har har! kelaka lah. penat2 tunggu pon berbaloi. my uncle asik kene kacau with his friends. best! hehe. den off do our work as a kendarat. farking tired i tell you! i hate that job! i want to be like the bride. so glam! so glam! or worst to worst, i'll be the pengapit lah. still glam! har har. wedding ends at 7 sharp. feeeyuh! naik atas, sume lepak kt hall. ada tetamu, semua still lepak. penat houih! tendang sana. sepak sini, dgr lagu. tido. bebual. mampos. har har. seriously. i can't take it nemore uh, need lots of rest.

there are more. just wait & see key!

Congrets to my UNCLE! yey! at last kawin jugak paman aku ni! yey!

today, that is 07/01/07. woohoo! our 18th months anni. yey yey! hehe. went out with darling of course! went to ermmm so many places. actually we don't noe where to go. we went to Sakura at far east for lunch! sedap lah. but the ice lemon tea? wth? har har. den to Tampines mall. den to Tempines ikea. so fun! red black k sayang? woohoo! planned! best best! best nyer! den lepak at the ikea itself den off to 888 for dinner at kfc. wth! so kecoh. love my darling so much! will laugh and laugh. do stopid silly things like there's no others. best! hehehe. darling, don't be so childish okeii? hehe!sayang awak k?

i've got an interview tomorrow at FLTC. i'll be working + schooling. cert & dip will be paid by the school. $400/ months. no bond. quite good actually. no bonding with any school is super great and the free courses. who don't want that ryte? if not, $10,000 bye bye. heh! so can't wait for tomorrow. my new specs! woohooooooooooooooo!!!

pictures will soon to be update. =)